Hook: Can y'all not please? I just prayed and I'm already feeling good. I love y'all. But the nagging is great but not today. I hope y'all understood. Don't take this wrong way. I need my space. Don't take this wrong way. Please stay clear of my way.
One is a Border Collie/Jack Russel and the other is a queen.
Some like to bark and other like to clean.
That is ironic because I am like that too!
When things tick me off or I have to sweep..Achoo!
Every early in the morning, I can not sleep.
Because two of them always got to pee.
None of them will ever let me be.
I am a work in progress and not perfect you see.
Is it so wrong that I need some time to myself.
One is my financial account and the other is good for my mental health.
She is always aggravated and get real aggressive.
I always tell "Quiet, shut up!" I am restless.
If you think that I am talking about my Mother.
No I ain't stupid! I'm talking about the other.
And the other one wakes me up 4 times a day.
I try putting cotton in my ears and headphones ok?
I wonder if she thinks I am working hard or not hard enough.
This type of stress wants to get a person drunk.
But kids. Don't ever result to drugs. (Never)
I go to the doctor and I'm sick because of the constant weather. (Better?)
Constant stress in my mental and physical being.
My Chinese and Japanese friends just call me lazy.
This is why I work so hard and I am so hard on myself.
If I need a reminder, I just look at my dying wealth.
So I just take the abuse.
Hey at least I am safe somewhere and not being used.
*back to the hook*
Even if I have a family meeting, nothing is working.
It's another busy morning and I am tossing and turning.
My body is going through changes that is starting to scare me.
Evil spirits come and give me an attitude and say "your screwed see?"
Negative thoughts that lead to negative attitudes.
The positive thoughts leave and there goes my altitude.
I'm trying to keep my peace and then here comes the news.
Somebody dead and one of the legends is dead too!
Give me a break.
I am going to cook some steak.
Dog. Keep barking at me, I'm gonna lose my case.
How many times do I have to tell you again?
Stop playing with me or I will sin!
You ran off for what?
Now your back to me!
I have to give you another bath?
Now Mother is yelling at me.
Nagging me telling me what I should have already done.
Eventhough I am losing, but something tells me that I won.
But how?
Now I have a constant headache.
I get on my knees and just pray.
Here goes another show like TTGO!
Just enough to make me mad and say "Nooooooooooooo!"
Why do I mess with myself?
I am trapped in a mental cage thanks to my low wealth.
At least my dumb butt is not in jail.
Or like some idiot who got pushed in a well.
When I get older, I don't this will be over.
Organizing my life with all these gosh darn folders.
Cleaning just to keep myself sane.
Here is the nagging that I need but it is driving me coco insane!
*back to the hook*
And it gets worse just like a curse.
Bothered 6 times a day like I'm a patient and their a nurse.
One keeps bothering me because she wants to play while the other keeps reminding me what I forgot to do that day.
I hate my mental disabilities.
Because they impair some abilities.
I wish I can do most things on my own.
Like cooking and drawing without having to dial a phone tone.
Money. Money. Money.
Honey. Honey. Honey.
Stupid me I guess am the dumb one just like a bunny.
Dumb people that say the weird things like Siri.
Life sometimes make me want to do a "Hara-Kiri."
Take a deep breath and enjoy the silence.
Wake up another day and on the T.V is violence.
Don't call me an S.J.W!
You always say "Do I know you?"
I guess screw my feelings because I can't feel too!
*back to hook*
I love you Mom and Beauty. Thank God that y'all not snooty. (x4)
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