Intro: For far too long we made a song. About fighting wars and making bongs! For far too long we tried our spice. Sinned only once and then thought about it twice. We. Just. Keep. On. Testing. Ourselves. Each night and day. As we look at the lights of the sun ray!
Clean up your mess I am sick of this.
Did you hear me you little twit!?
I am getting the belt and I am going to count to three.
And don't use your excuse of your PTSD!
I asked you once and I am really stressed.
Please leave my stuff alone and let me in my mess.
It is actually organized you crazy one.
This is why a Father shouldn't waste a time birthing a son.
Hook: We all complain about this new generation. But here we are making jokes about retardation. They want to help but you make them lazy. Beating them up until they go crazy. Always talking about what was it like back in the day. Instead of helping them in their own way. But we are the "lost" ones when y'all past was just as screwed up! Ready to beat a kid just because they broke your favorite cup!
I DON'T BLAME THEM!
For acting out!
I DON'T BLAME THEM!
When they cry and pout!
I DON'T BLAME THEM!
When they don't listen.
I DON'T BLAME THEM!
Because that is how it was then!
*instrumental*
You did this wrong and I hate your ways.
Go to your room and write how to do it correctly.
Beat you down with my words of hurt.
Show my accolades to strangers, to show I am not a corrupted sir.
Keep your secrets between us.
Tell a hurting world and we are bucked!
Nobody loves you and nobody cares.
Keep telling them that and watch they cause a scare!
*back to the hook*
I DON'T BLAME THEM!
For knocking down a rack.
I DON'T BLAME THEM!
They were probably exposed to crack.
I DON'T BLAME THEM!
For talking back!
I DON'T BLAME THEM!
They feel under attack!
I DON'T BLAME THEM!
Look at their past abuse!
I DON'T BLAME THEM!
They are not experiments dude!
I DON'T BLAME THEM!
All they see is hate!
I DON'T BLAME THEM!
Because to us, they can't relate!
*back to the hook and then instrumental*
Hook 2: Parenting should be for the chosen ones! It is not for all or everyone! (x2)
We are all at a fault but let's be fake saints.
Pirate and steal because the rich did it so quaint.
Never ending war with nobody winning.
At the end of the day, we all got caught sinning.
Toss and turn as we pray to God.
Jealously of others because of our bod.
Thank goodness for mercy from him.
Or our own world will surely turn dark and grim!
*back to the hook and repeat it twice*
I DON'T BLAME THEM!
Friday, March 13, 2020
Thursday, March 12, 2020
Hear me Out! Part II
Pollution causes my illnesses from side as I open wide.
Feeling weaker each day but I can't publish my lullaby.
Losing weight and then gaining it again.
Waking up with mixed nightmares due to my unknown sin.
Being called out by a group just to get stuck in a coup, while the little many genders just go out to hoop!
I am going to eat some soup with that nice jello.
Stomach hurting so bad but I just want to be mellow.
Japanese and Chinese I thought always sound the same.
But ignorance is the key to destruction and it must be tame.
I just wish people finally understood the purpose of Jesus name.
It would also be nice if we stopped using his name in vain.
Or maybe stop crying just because we see a mixture of snow/rain.
Headache and heartache combined to make the worst stew.
I just thank the Lord that I was able to survive a bad flu.
Once again, nobody is understanding where I am coming from.
That is fine. At least I am not out here like a bum.
I just want to eat healthy and make some sum.
Hopefully they finally make something that tastes so great like a honey bun!
Feeling weaker each day but I can't publish my lullaby.
Losing weight and then gaining it again.
Waking up with mixed nightmares due to my unknown sin.
Being called out by a group just to get stuck in a coup, while the little many genders just go out to hoop!
I am going to eat some soup with that nice jello.
Stomach hurting so bad but I just want to be mellow.
Japanese and Chinese I thought always sound the same.
But ignorance is the key to destruction and it must be tame.
I just wish people finally understood the purpose of Jesus name.
It would also be nice if we stopped using his name in vain.
Or maybe stop crying just because we see a mixture of snow/rain.
Headache and heartache combined to make the worst stew.
I just thank the Lord that I was able to survive a bad flu.
Once again, nobody is understanding where I am coming from.
That is fine. At least I am not out here like a bum.
I just want to eat healthy and make some sum.
Hopefully they finally make something that tastes so great like a honey bun!
Dust Mop
Problems just to solve them.
Or do we just dissolve em?
Absolution. So many solutions.
Sweep to the side like our rights in our constitution.
Wet to let it dry or clean till it dies.
Make it to the top.
Push it away like a dust mop.
Save it for later and don't be a hater.
Matter over mind is what the greats say.
But why deal with all of that when I can push it to the side. Aye.
Dust mop. Dust mop. Found something dirty in a lolipop.
Nose hair or dog hair. You know kids don't care.
Dust mop. Dust mop. So much dirt till I drop.
Washing over and over until the cornov hits a stop!
Imagine just treating our life like a dust mop.
Pushing away everything till the ends until we pop.
Dust mop. Dust mop. The water just spreads around.
If I don't get to cleaning, then all I can do is frown.
Or do we just dissolve em?
Absolution. So many solutions.
Sweep to the side like our rights in our constitution.
Wet to let it dry or clean till it dies.
Make it to the top.
Push it away like a dust mop.
Save it for later and don't be a hater.
Matter over mind is what the greats say.
But why deal with all of that when I can push it to the side. Aye.
Dust mop. Dust mop. Found something dirty in a lolipop.
Nose hair or dog hair. You know kids don't care.
Dust mop. Dust mop. So much dirt till I drop.
Washing over and over until the cornov hits a stop!
Imagine just treating our life like a dust mop.
Pushing away everything till the ends until we pop.
Dust mop. Dust mop. The water just spreads around.
If I don't get to cleaning, then all I can do is frown.
Friday, March 6, 2020
S.T.M.S (Short Term Memory Sucks)
Hook: Who are you? Why are you the way you are? Look at you thinking that you are not secretly in a mental bar. Showing off your car. Trying to be a star. I deal with rude people like this because of S.T.M! Why you messaging me you are such a lame. Still believing in Jesus? You are insane. I deal with confused people like this on a daily basis. Well I guess I just blame my S.T.M!
(Lyrics coming soon)
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Who are you?
Why are you the way you are?
Look at you thinking that you are not secretly in a mental bar.
Showing off your car.
Trying to be a star.
I deal with rude people like this because of S.T.M!
Why you messaging me you are such a lame.
Still believing in Jesus?
You are insane.
I deal with confused people like this on a daily basis.
Well I guess I just blame my S.T.M!
Short Term Memory sucks!
I feel for those disabled ducks!
(Lyrics coming soon)
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Who are you?
Why are you the way you are?
Look at you thinking that you are not secretly in a mental bar.
Showing off your car.
Trying to be a star.
I deal with rude people like this because of S.T.M!
Why you messaging me you are such a lame.
Still believing in Jesus?
You are insane.
I deal with confused people like this on a daily basis.
Well I guess I just blame my S.T.M!
Short Term Memory sucks!
I feel for those disabled ducks!
Freedom
Hi. Bye and then we sing our lullaby.
Go into our cars, drive home into our little cells of being happy but nullified.
We look at the jail burgs and laugh at their face.
But we are the ones who could be just like them. Such a disgrace.
They say we are free, but we have to prove ourselves in order to justify.
One rule bent or broken and now we must testify.
Censorship is their GOD and their ruler of all.
Billions spent on mental issue treatments that are way too tall.
We want to buy something but always end up broke.
The rich don't care, until it is them and then they choke.
Rallies/speeches that easily get taken down by higher ups.
Rules that limit the choices we make to save these abused pups.
Dare to defy anything that the norm does.
Have a bunch of wasp soldiers coming abuzz.
Unknown souls ready to defend fools for a long time coming.
Spending habits get worse while the rest are subtracting and summing.
All of our moves are watched through targeted advertisements.
False hope. False faith. Manipulated excitements.
Credit card loans and bills are more than a few.
Buy something that we like, than feel remorse/consequences in two.
Constantly under a spell of hypocrisy like voodoo!
Cry to God like we don't know what to do.
With all of this oppression/racism that gets worse and is never solved in a bliss.
With all this freedom, what could we possibly miss?
Just like our life spans based off how we treat our human body.
It is limited like everything that we purchase and keep from everybody.
Go into our cars, drive home into our little cells of being happy but nullified.
We look at the jail burgs and laugh at their face.
But we are the ones who could be just like them. Such a disgrace.
They say we are free, but we have to prove ourselves in order to justify.
One rule bent or broken and now we must testify.
Censorship is their GOD and their ruler of all.
Billions spent on mental issue treatments that are way too tall.
We want to buy something but always end up broke.
The rich don't care, until it is them and then they choke.
Rallies/speeches that easily get taken down by higher ups.
Rules that limit the choices we make to save these abused pups.
Dare to defy anything that the norm does.
Have a bunch of wasp soldiers coming abuzz.
Unknown souls ready to defend fools for a long time coming.
Spending habits get worse while the rest are subtracting and summing.
All of our moves are watched through targeted advertisements.
False hope. False faith. Manipulated excitements.
Credit card loans and bills are more than a few.
Buy something that we like, than feel remorse/consequences in two.
Constantly under a spell of hypocrisy like voodoo!
Cry to God like we don't know what to do.
With all of this oppression/racism that gets worse and is never solved in a bliss.
With all this freedom, what could we possibly miss?
Just like our life spans based off how we treat our human body.
It is limited like everything that we purchase and keep from everybody.
Billy Willy Jilly who plays that darn Filly
Hook: Billy willy wa jilly the guy who plays that darn filly who just trying to understand the world so we just act all silly. Tilly ma nilly ba illy ja yilly as we making up these words just to find peace in our feelings.
Billy is just like us.
He screams and fuss.
Billy just want to be heard and to never cuss.
Nobody wants to pay attention so he acts out.
That didn't work so he screams and shout.
All Billy wants is for somebody to say that he is loved.
To be offered a letter/card from a dove.
But instead Billy just sits in class and looks at his watch.
He walks weird in a way so he doesn't get laughed at as he botch.
*back to the hook*
Billy is getting older and is now a statistic.
Did he take the good with bad? Let's be realistic.
Everything nowadays is just so flipping secretive.
But who really cares if you are really lucrative?
But little old Billy is still playing his fiddle.
Write down his pain in his songs as he sings his riddle.
We may never understand why he is the way that he is.
Billy doesn't care. He just wants to be treated like with care like everyone else kid.
*back to the hook and repeat it twice*
Billy is just like us.
He screams and fuss.
Billy just want to be heard and to never cuss.
Nobody wants to pay attention so he acts out.
That didn't work so he screams and shout.
All Billy wants is for somebody to say that he is loved.
To be offered a letter/card from a dove.
But instead Billy just sits in class and looks at his watch.
He walks weird in a way so he doesn't get laughed at as he botch.
*back to the hook*
Billy is getting older and is now a statistic.
Did he take the good with bad? Let's be realistic.
Everything nowadays is just so flipping secretive.
But who really cares if you are really lucrative?
But little old Billy is still playing his fiddle.
Write down his pain in his songs as he sings his riddle.
We may never understand why he is the way that he is.
Billy doesn't care. He just wants to be treated like with care like everyone else kid.
*back to the hook and repeat it twice*
Rights and Wrongs
Hook: (repeat it twice)
You fight you and you fight me.
So mad that I can scratch your face off you see.
You stole from me so I steal from you.
That is what our parents taught us. Our philosophy.
It never ends and the rules just bends.
Kindness gets mistaken for a mental illness.
Harsh reality gets treated like a blessing.
Pain is satisfying to most to help earn wings for flying.
Ticks and Spiders sucking the juices of their prey.
Funny how life is just the same way.
I in team is a myth for some.
Cleaning up your mess is for the smart and dumb?
Step/break the things that aren't yours.
Get mad just because we have to do work and chores?
Crashed my car and only one person helps.
We can take that as a blessing or get mad at the ones who are greedy for their wealth.
Hold our tongue and not let the overworked lectures get to us.
Nothing gets done if we try to figure out the simple things and fuss.
Let people express themselves as the world is pretty much dying.
Liars in suits because that is where their smiles come from. Prying.
The economy will never be fixed so let the chaos just reign.
Might as well look at the fire as it can contain the rain.
All of us our guilty and we all should be ashamed.
I hate everything so I want to destroy it on the scene. Blamed.
Make some folks mad and talk about what they loss.
When I leave this Earth, I am taking my balls.
Don't bury me just burn my everything.
Erase my name and find something that I said to shame.
Hold your jock and act like your a saint.
Rights and Wrongs confused. Everyday. Lame.
You fight you and you fight me.
So mad that I can scratch your face off you see.
You stole from me so I steal from you.
That is what our parents taught us. Our philosophy.
It never ends and the rules just bends.
Kindness gets mistaken for a mental illness.
Harsh reality gets treated like a blessing.
Pain is satisfying to most to help earn wings for flying.
Ticks and Spiders sucking the juices of their prey.
Funny how life is just the same way.
I in team is a myth for some.
Cleaning up your mess is for the smart and dumb?
Step/break the things that aren't yours.
Get mad just because we have to do work and chores?
Crashed my car and only one person helps.
We can take that as a blessing or get mad at the ones who are greedy for their wealth.
Hold our tongue and not let the overworked lectures get to us.
Nothing gets done if we try to figure out the simple things and fuss.
Let people express themselves as the world is pretty much dying.
Liars in suits because that is where their smiles come from. Prying.
The economy will never be fixed so let the chaos just reign.
Might as well look at the fire as it can contain the rain.
All of us our guilty and we all should be ashamed.
I hate everything so I want to destroy it on the scene. Blamed.
Make some folks mad and talk about what they loss.
When I leave this Earth, I am taking my balls.
Don't bury me just burn my everything.
Erase my name and find something that I said to shame.
Hold your jock and act like your a saint.
Rights and Wrongs confused. Everyday. Lame.
Communicated
I want to buy something but I never can get it.
It is a set up from these companies just to put us in more debt and to wrecked.
They don't really care about our problems or our pain.
As long as they manipulate and persuade us, they have a lot to gain.
If I spend my money, the remorse grows in.
Find another way to get it and that is a sin.
They say that we are free but everything is limited.
And then my doctors wondered why when I was young, why I was so freaking timid?
It is impossible to know everyone and to help souls that are already dead.
The greed of everything that is not God, grows everyday and is fed.
It is our fault that a lot of the chaos is brewing from the states.
The coronavirus is just a warning of Armageddon coming for our unfortunate sake.
I wanted a diet of nothing but fruit and vegetables.
Peer pressure convinced me to eat this sugar/salt that shouldn't be edible!
Weak minded souls that fall for the dumb founded.
While the strong wills of the many break the system or make it worse. Grounded!
Look at what is communicated and you ALL are probably confused.
I blame my social communication disorder and all the mental abuse.
It is a set up from these companies just to put us in more debt and to wrecked.
They don't really care about our problems or our pain.
As long as they manipulate and persuade us, they have a lot to gain.
If I spend my money, the remorse grows in.
Find another way to get it and that is a sin.
They say that we are free but everything is limited.
And then my doctors wondered why when I was young, why I was so freaking timid?
It is impossible to know everyone and to help souls that are already dead.
The greed of everything that is not God, grows everyday and is fed.
It is our fault that a lot of the chaos is brewing from the states.
The coronavirus is just a warning of Armageddon coming for our unfortunate sake.
I wanted a diet of nothing but fruit and vegetables.
Peer pressure convinced me to eat this sugar/salt that shouldn't be edible!
Weak minded souls that fall for the dumb founded.
While the strong wills of the many break the system or make it worse. Grounded!
Look at what is communicated and you ALL are probably confused.
I blame my social communication disorder and all the mental abuse.
Scared
I was once scared but I didn't care.
Felt this trembling but I'm stumbling.
Words that I speak evoke wrong emotion.
No curse word in sight, I was polite or maybe it was my daily potion?
Taught so many things about people that I don't know what to believe.
Pray to God to eliminate the fear so I can finally see.
Our governments? Never trust them and they never let us be.
My own money? Don't trust it.
That front desk worker? Probably ready to ruin my day and start something a bit.
Customer service is a joke nowadays.
What is the point of asking for help if we get hit with mean words everyday?
Call me paranoid because I really don't care.
All this evil going on as I pray, can you blame me for being scared.
I feel like I am failing when I am succeeding in most areas.
So much stress and I didn't eat. but I still have diarrhea?
All the extra money I spent just to give stuff away.
My apathy and sympathy collide as my struggles grows by day.
With villains ruling over and everyone becoming corrupted/attending rallies and fairs.
Can you really blame me? For being super cautious and scared?
Felt this trembling but I'm stumbling.
Words that I speak evoke wrong emotion.
No curse word in sight, I was polite or maybe it was my daily potion?
Taught so many things about people that I don't know what to believe.
Pray to God to eliminate the fear so I can finally see.
Our governments? Never trust them and they never let us be.
My own money? Don't trust it.
That front desk worker? Probably ready to ruin my day and start something a bit.
Customer service is a joke nowadays.
What is the point of asking for help if we get hit with mean words everyday?
Call me paranoid because I really don't care.
All this evil going on as I pray, can you blame me for being scared.
I feel like I am failing when I am succeeding in most areas.
So much stress and I didn't eat. but I still have diarrhea?
All the extra money I spent just to give stuff away.
My apathy and sympathy collide as my struggles grows by day.
With villains ruling over and everyone becoming corrupted/attending rallies and fairs.
Can you really blame me? For being super cautious and scared?
If you help just 1
Selfish behaviors is what we are taught.
Spirits and demons are the ones that we fought.
Wonder why the world is so sour?
Just look at yourself and what you have done each hour!
Every word from our tongue holds power.
It can make a group cheer or not trust and cower.
We use our past as an excuse to be mean.
Instead of finding ways to fight our anxiety everyday and be lean.
Money has more power over our souls everyday.
First we were taught to be happy, but that doesn't involve being gay.
Constant changes that make sense and then they don't.
Musicians make their music while their lawyers watching our every move so any risky moves, we won't.
Rich people laugh and only donate a little.
But say one thing about it and we are hypocrites and get belittled.
All this stress just makes me want to die.
Tired of the questions so I don't care if I sometimes lie.
All I know is that "if you help just 1" it seems to do a lot.
But who am I kidding? We just do what we are programmed to do...like a bot.
Spirits and demons are the ones that we fought.
Wonder why the world is so sour?
Just look at yourself and what you have done each hour!
Every word from our tongue holds power.
It can make a group cheer or not trust and cower.
We use our past as an excuse to be mean.
Instead of finding ways to fight our anxiety everyday and be lean.
Money has more power over our souls everyday.
First we were taught to be happy, but that doesn't involve being gay.
Constant changes that make sense and then they don't.
Musicians make their music while their lawyers watching our every move so any risky moves, we won't.
Rich people laugh and only donate a little.
But say one thing about it and we are hypocrites and get belittled.
All this stress just makes me want to die.
Tired of the questions so I don't care if I sometimes lie.
All I know is that "if you help just 1" it seems to do a lot.
But who am I kidding? We just do what we are programmed to do...like a bot.
Ohio Weather
First your happy and then your mad.
Insane and bipolar then glad.
Always making me sick with all of your pollution.
Too poor with all these bills/loans to even come up with a solution.
How am I even making it?
I should already be dead and gone.
This sinus infection I suffer with has overstayed it's welcome too long.
I get sick and then it is my fault.
Got to watch everything I eat, buy and learn.
Can't enjoy my life because of the fear of what I don't want to yearn.
It's always something that I have done.
I am have lost but one day I have won.
This state is something that I love from the start.
I just wish that my immune system can stop being such an evil tart.
Let God and science come up with something so I can finally get farther.
I may have more loans than I can bare, but at least I can be safe from this Ohio weather!
Insane and bipolar then glad.
Always making me sick with all of your pollution.
Too poor with all these bills/loans to even come up with a solution.
How am I even making it?
I should already be dead and gone.
This sinus infection I suffer with has overstayed it's welcome too long.
I get sick and then it is my fault.
Got to watch everything I eat, buy and learn.
Can't enjoy my life because of the fear of what I don't want to yearn.
It's always something that I have done.
I am have lost but one day I have won.
This state is something that I love from the start.
I just wish that my immune system can stop being such an evil tart.
Let God and science come up with something so I can finally get farther.
I may have more loans than I can bare, but at least I can be safe from this Ohio weather!
Let the HATE die
You can spend your time contemplating all the times that you failed.
Or you can worry about all the times that you should have been in jail.
Just know that in this life that you have many choices.
Ignore the negative ones of these so called voices.
I can be the one that repeats my past or future.
Or I can choose to be a change that eliminates the circumstances that cause me to puncture.
Life is full of spirit and death.
Every step we take is a test full of breath.
Being watched from every corner.
One mistake can make a person scorn and leave sooner.
I have seen so much and I am the one to blame.
If my abilities are limited and my life remains the same.
People do each other wrong and say the wrong things in time.
But I am so sick and tired of the repetition, so I am going to let the hate die!
Or you can worry about all the times that you should have been in jail.
Just know that in this life that you have many choices.
Ignore the negative ones of these so called voices.
I can be the one that repeats my past or future.
Or I can choose to be a change that eliminates the circumstances that cause me to puncture.
Life is full of spirit and death.
Every step we take is a test full of breath.
Being watched from every corner.
One mistake can make a person scorn and leave sooner.
I have seen so much and I am the one to blame.
If my abilities are limited and my life remains the same.
People do each other wrong and say the wrong things in time.
But I am so sick and tired of the repetition, so I am going to let the hate die!
Thursday, March 5, 2020
Hear me out
Why are you dissing when you should have been listening?
I give them a reward and you mad cause I give you nothing.
You wanna know why and you want to hear the truth dude.
How about listening and cleaning up instead of being rude?
I reward good behavior and never the bad.
Be like the light and not the dark/sad.
When I give you something, don't complain and gripe.
Be thankful and show love to others. Don't be conflicted by the sight.
Rare items is something that comes from the heart.
Monetary items don't last and fall apart.
I am the way I am because the world was mean to me.
I chose to be different and show love/diversity.
You can't stop me because God is my lead.
I was blessed with many people who humble me and planted a seed.
I fight myself because I want to do good and be loud.
If you have questions for me, ask them. Don't assume. Hear me out!
I give them a reward and you mad cause I give you nothing.
You wanna know why and you want to hear the truth dude.
How about listening and cleaning up instead of being rude?
I reward good behavior and never the bad.
Be like the light and not the dark/sad.
When I give you something, don't complain and gripe.
Be thankful and show love to others. Don't be conflicted by the sight.
Rare items is something that comes from the heart.
Monetary items don't last and fall apart.
I am the way I am because the world was mean to me.
I chose to be different and show love/diversity.
You can't stop me because God is my lead.
I was blessed with many people who humble me and planted a seed.
I fight myself because I want to do good and be loud.
If you have questions for me, ask them. Don't assume. Hear me out!
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