*has a metallica vibe*
Your mouth is a powerful weapon.
It can hurt and also heal.
Your lips are like a potion.
For it can poison and conceal.
Thou hands must not be used for violence.
Talk less and embrace the silence.
Don't run away from trouble.
Embrace it and let it double.
These are the words of a person who rebels.
Do not! Join their forces!
Do not! Be a fan!
Do not! Believe what they tell.
But don't run as fast as you can.
Be you and nobody else.
Learn from the best.
They laugh at you for being different.
Laugh back like they are the rest.
Thinking they have some talent.
So praised but yet so scared.
Abuse from their childhoods.
So numb and they do not care.
Do not! Fall for their words.
Do not! Tangle the cords.
Do not! Be nice to every woman.
They will love to rip your soul man.
Do not! Read any lies.
Do not! Bring up old ties.
And do not! Ever think that your words mean nothing.
These are the words of a person who is anti-social.
Hook: Everytime they speak the truth in a way that is not approved. Everyone is ready to attack, ban and abuse. Be the one that everyone hates, but only for the right reasons. Rebel against the censorship in a world full of hypocrites and treasons.
*one minute electric guitar solo*
*back to the hook*
This is why I'm anti-social. (x2)
Sunday, May 10, 2020
Wednesday, May 6, 2020
I Wonder What's Inside Your Butthole? (Nu-Metal/Heavy Metal edition)
SONG LYRICS ARE CREATED BY THE DAUGHTER OF https://twitter.com/SarahMackAttack. Stay safe during COVID-19
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*Make up a random instrumental for 14 seconds*
Question after question.
Some left me in detention.
All I just want is some comprehension.
Thoughts in my sleep.
Thinking so deep.
I must know the answer to be complete.
Question after question.
Please keep thou attention.
Education is all you need.
Looking it up as you all read.
Planting the knowledge like I plant the seed.
Writing my deed.
Picking out the weed.
This very question answers me.
*instrumental for 9 seconds*
Hook: What's inside your butthole? Look deep in my soul? Why are there so many things up there?
I wonder what's inside your butthole? As I see I feel something cold. Why did you put so many things up there?
Investigation which leads to total acceptance.
Researching this, just leads to competence.
Day and night. Night and day.
Somebody is doing something stupid today.
Night and day. Day and night.
I have questions that I am willing to hunt and fight.
*instrumental for 9 seconds*
*back to the hook*
Deeper. Creepier.
The more I think and learn about it, it is scarier. (repeat two lines in a low tone 4 times)
*back to the hook*
What's inside your butthole!? (x4)
May the doctor save me with God as he holds thee. I hope they figure it out soon.
Be safe in your homes and honor your domes as we will finally be joyful before June.
What's inside your butthole!? (x6)
I WONDER! WHAT'S INSIDE! YOUR BUTTHOLE? What is really inside.....your soul?
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*Make up a random instrumental for 14 seconds*
Question after question.
Some left me in detention.
All I just want is some comprehension.
Thoughts in my sleep.
Thinking so deep.
I must know the answer to be complete.
Question after question.
Please keep thou attention.
Education is all you need.
Looking it up as you all read.
Planting the knowledge like I plant the seed.
Writing my deed.
Picking out the weed.
This very question answers me.
*instrumental for 9 seconds*
Hook: What's inside your butthole? Look deep in my soul? Why are there so many things up there?
I wonder what's inside your butthole? As I see I feel something cold. Why did you put so many things up there?
Investigation which leads to total acceptance.
Researching this, just leads to competence.
Day and night. Night and day.
Somebody is doing something stupid today.
Night and day. Day and night.
I have questions that I am willing to hunt and fight.
*instrumental for 9 seconds*
*back to the hook*
Deeper. Creepier.
The more I think and learn about it, it is scarier. (repeat two lines in a low tone 4 times)
*back to the hook*
What's inside your butthole!? (x4)
May the doctor save me with God as he holds thee. I hope they figure it out soon.
Be safe in your homes and honor your domes as we will finally be joyful before June.
What's inside your butthole!? (x6)
I WONDER! WHAT'S INSIDE! YOUR BUTTHOLE? What is really inside.....your soul?
Friday, March 13, 2020
I DON'T blame them
Intro: For far too long we made a song. About fighting wars and making bongs! For far too long we tried our spice. Sinned only once and then thought about it twice. We. Just. Keep. On. Testing. Ourselves. Each night and day. As we look at the lights of the sun ray!
Clean up your mess I am sick of this.
Did you hear me you little twit!?
I am getting the belt and I am going to count to three.
And don't use your excuse of your PTSD!
I asked you once and I am really stressed.
Please leave my stuff alone and let me in my mess.
It is actually organized you crazy one.
This is why a Father shouldn't waste a time birthing a son.
Hook: We all complain about this new generation. But here we are making jokes about retardation. They want to help but you make them lazy. Beating them up until they go crazy. Always talking about what was it like back in the day. Instead of helping them in their own way. But we are the "lost" ones when y'all past was just as screwed up! Ready to beat a kid just because they broke your favorite cup!
I DON'T BLAME THEM!
For acting out!
I DON'T BLAME THEM!
When they cry and pout!
I DON'T BLAME THEM!
When they don't listen.
I DON'T BLAME THEM!
Because that is how it was then!
*instrumental*
You did this wrong and I hate your ways.
Go to your room and write how to do it correctly.
Beat you down with my words of hurt.
Show my accolades to strangers, to show I am not a corrupted sir.
Keep your secrets between us.
Tell a hurting world and we are bucked!
Nobody loves you and nobody cares.
Keep telling them that and watch they cause a scare!
*back to the hook*
I DON'T BLAME THEM!
For knocking down a rack.
I DON'T BLAME THEM!
They were probably exposed to crack.
I DON'T BLAME THEM!
For talking back!
I DON'T BLAME THEM!
They feel under attack!
I DON'T BLAME THEM!
Look at their past abuse!
I DON'T BLAME THEM!
They are not experiments dude!
I DON'T BLAME THEM!
All they see is hate!
I DON'T BLAME THEM!
Because to us, they can't relate!
*back to the hook and then instrumental*
Hook 2: Parenting should be for the chosen ones! It is not for all or everyone! (x2)
We are all at a fault but let's be fake saints.
Pirate and steal because the rich did it so quaint.
Never ending war with nobody winning.
At the end of the day, we all got caught sinning.
Toss and turn as we pray to God.
Jealously of others because of our bod.
Thank goodness for mercy from him.
Or our own world will surely turn dark and grim!
*back to the hook and repeat it twice*
I DON'T BLAME THEM!
Clean up your mess I am sick of this.
Did you hear me you little twit!?
I am getting the belt and I am going to count to three.
And don't use your excuse of your PTSD!
I asked you once and I am really stressed.
Please leave my stuff alone and let me in my mess.
It is actually organized you crazy one.
This is why a Father shouldn't waste a time birthing a son.
Hook: We all complain about this new generation. But here we are making jokes about retardation. They want to help but you make them lazy. Beating them up until they go crazy. Always talking about what was it like back in the day. Instead of helping them in their own way. But we are the "lost" ones when y'all past was just as screwed up! Ready to beat a kid just because they broke your favorite cup!
I DON'T BLAME THEM!
For acting out!
I DON'T BLAME THEM!
When they cry and pout!
I DON'T BLAME THEM!
When they don't listen.
I DON'T BLAME THEM!
Because that is how it was then!
*instrumental*
You did this wrong and I hate your ways.
Go to your room and write how to do it correctly.
Beat you down with my words of hurt.
Show my accolades to strangers, to show I am not a corrupted sir.
Keep your secrets between us.
Tell a hurting world and we are bucked!
Nobody loves you and nobody cares.
Keep telling them that and watch they cause a scare!
*back to the hook*
I DON'T BLAME THEM!
For knocking down a rack.
I DON'T BLAME THEM!
They were probably exposed to crack.
I DON'T BLAME THEM!
For talking back!
I DON'T BLAME THEM!
They feel under attack!
I DON'T BLAME THEM!
Look at their past abuse!
I DON'T BLAME THEM!
They are not experiments dude!
I DON'T BLAME THEM!
All they see is hate!
I DON'T BLAME THEM!
Because to us, they can't relate!
*back to the hook and then instrumental*
Hook 2: Parenting should be for the chosen ones! It is not for all or everyone! (x2)
We are all at a fault but let's be fake saints.
Pirate and steal because the rich did it so quaint.
Never ending war with nobody winning.
At the end of the day, we all got caught sinning.
Toss and turn as we pray to God.
Jealously of others because of our bod.
Thank goodness for mercy from him.
Or our own world will surely turn dark and grim!
*back to the hook and repeat it twice*
I DON'T BLAME THEM!
Thursday, March 12, 2020
Hear me Out! Part II
Pollution causes my illnesses from side as I open wide.
Feeling weaker each day but I can't publish my lullaby.
Losing weight and then gaining it again.
Waking up with mixed nightmares due to my unknown sin.
Being called out by a group just to get stuck in a coup, while the little many genders just go out to hoop!
I am going to eat some soup with that nice jello.
Stomach hurting so bad but I just want to be mellow.
Japanese and Chinese I thought always sound the same.
But ignorance is the key to destruction and it must be tame.
I just wish people finally understood the purpose of Jesus name.
It would also be nice if we stopped using his name in vain.
Or maybe stop crying just because we see a mixture of snow/rain.
Headache and heartache combined to make the worst stew.
I just thank the Lord that I was able to survive a bad flu.
Once again, nobody is understanding where I am coming from.
That is fine. At least I am not out here like a bum.
I just want to eat healthy and make some sum.
Hopefully they finally make something that tastes so great like a honey bun!
Feeling weaker each day but I can't publish my lullaby.
Losing weight and then gaining it again.
Waking up with mixed nightmares due to my unknown sin.
Being called out by a group just to get stuck in a coup, while the little many genders just go out to hoop!
I am going to eat some soup with that nice jello.
Stomach hurting so bad but I just want to be mellow.
Japanese and Chinese I thought always sound the same.
But ignorance is the key to destruction and it must be tame.
I just wish people finally understood the purpose of Jesus name.
It would also be nice if we stopped using his name in vain.
Or maybe stop crying just because we see a mixture of snow/rain.
Headache and heartache combined to make the worst stew.
I just thank the Lord that I was able to survive a bad flu.
Once again, nobody is understanding where I am coming from.
That is fine. At least I am not out here like a bum.
I just want to eat healthy and make some sum.
Hopefully they finally make something that tastes so great like a honey bun!
Dust Mop
Problems just to solve them.
Or do we just dissolve em?
Absolution. So many solutions.
Sweep to the side like our rights in our constitution.
Wet to let it dry or clean till it dies.
Make it to the top.
Push it away like a dust mop.
Save it for later and don't be a hater.
Matter over mind is what the greats say.
But why deal with all of that when I can push it to the side. Aye.
Dust mop. Dust mop. Found something dirty in a lolipop.
Nose hair or dog hair. You know kids don't care.
Dust mop. Dust mop. So much dirt till I drop.
Washing over and over until the cornov hits a stop!
Imagine just treating our life like a dust mop.
Pushing away everything till the ends until we pop.
Dust mop. Dust mop. The water just spreads around.
If I don't get to cleaning, then all I can do is frown.
Or do we just dissolve em?
Absolution. So many solutions.
Sweep to the side like our rights in our constitution.
Wet to let it dry or clean till it dies.
Make it to the top.
Push it away like a dust mop.
Save it for later and don't be a hater.
Matter over mind is what the greats say.
But why deal with all of that when I can push it to the side. Aye.
Dust mop. Dust mop. Found something dirty in a lolipop.
Nose hair or dog hair. You know kids don't care.
Dust mop. Dust mop. So much dirt till I drop.
Washing over and over until the cornov hits a stop!
Imagine just treating our life like a dust mop.
Pushing away everything till the ends until we pop.
Dust mop. Dust mop. The water just spreads around.
If I don't get to cleaning, then all I can do is frown.
Friday, March 6, 2020
S.T.M.S (Short Term Memory Sucks)
Hook: Who are you? Why are you the way you are? Look at you thinking that you are not secretly in a mental bar. Showing off your car. Trying to be a star. I deal with rude people like this because of S.T.M! Why you messaging me you are such a lame. Still believing in Jesus? You are insane. I deal with confused people like this on a daily basis. Well I guess I just blame my S.T.M!
(Lyrics coming soon)
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Who are you?
Why are you the way you are?
Look at you thinking that you are not secretly in a mental bar.
Showing off your car.
Trying to be a star.
I deal with rude people like this because of S.T.M!
Why you messaging me you are such a lame.
Still believing in Jesus?
You are insane.
I deal with confused people like this on a daily basis.
Well I guess I just blame my S.T.M!
Short Term Memory sucks!
I feel for those disabled ducks!
(Lyrics coming soon)
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Who are you?
Why are you the way you are?
Look at you thinking that you are not secretly in a mental bar.
Showing off your car.
Trying to be a star.
I deal with rude people like this because of S.T.M!
Why you messaging me you are such a lame.
Still believing in Jesus?
You are insane.
I deal with confused people like this on a daily basis.
Well I guess I just blame my S.T.M!
Short Term Memory sucks!
I feel for those disabled ducks!
Freedom
Hi. Bye and then we sing our lullaby.
Go into our cars, drive home into our little cells of being happy but nullified.
We look at the jail burgs and laugh at their face.
But we are the ones who could be just like them. Such a disgrace.
They say we are free, but we have to prove ourselves in order to justify.
One rule bent or broken and now we must testify.
Censorship is their GOD and their ruler of all.
Billions spent on mental issue treatments that are way too tall.
We want to buy something but always end up broke.
The rich don't care, until it is them and then they choke.
Rallies/speeches that easily get taken down by higher ups.
Rules that limit the choices we make to save these abused pups.
Dare to defy anything that the norm does.
Have a bunch of wasp soldiers coming abuzz.
Unknown souls ready to defend fools for a long time coming.
Spending habits get worse while the rest are subtracting and summing.
All of our moves are watched through targeted advertisements.
False hope. False faith. Manipulated excitements.
Credit card loans and bills are more than a few.
Buy something that we like, than feel remorse/consequences in two.
Constantly under a spell of hypocrisy like voodoo!
Cry to God like we don't know what to do.
With all of this oppression/racism that gets worse and is never solved in a bliss.
With all this freedom, what could we possibly miss?
Just like our life spans based off how we treat our human body.
It is limited like everything that we purchase and keep from everybody.
Go into our cars, drive home into our little cells of being happy but nullified.
We look at the jail burgs and laugh at their face.
But we are the ones who could be just like them. Such a disgrace.
They say we are free, but we have to prove ourselves in order to justify.
One rule bent or broken and now we must testify.
Censorship is their GOD and their ruler of all.
Billions spent on mental issue treatments that are way too tall.
We want to buy something but always end up broke.
The rich don't care, until it is them and then they choke.
Rallies/speeches that easily get taken down by higher ups.
Rules that limit the choices we make to save these abused pups.
Dare to defy anything that the norm does.
Have a bunch of wasp soldiers coming abuzz.
Unknown souls ready to defend fools for a long time coming.
Spending habits get worse while the rest are subtracting and summing.
All of our moves are watched through targeted advertisements.
False hope. False faith. Manipulated excitements.
Credit card loans and bills are more than a few.
Buy something that we like, than feel remorse/consequences in two.
Constantly under a spell of hypocrisy like voodoo!
Cry to God like we don't know what to do.
With all of this oppression/racism that gets worse and is never solved in a bliss.
With all this freedom, what could we possibly miss?
Just like our life spans based off how we treat our human body.
It is limited like everything that we purchase and keep from everybody.
Billy Willy Jilly who plays that darn Filly
Hook: Billy willy wa jilly the guy who plays that darn filly who just trying to understand the world so we just act all silly. Tilly ma nilly ba illy ja yilly as we making up these words just to find peace in our feelings.
Billy is just like us.
He screams and fuss.
Billy just want to be heard and to never cuss.
Nobody wants to pay attention so he acts out.
That didn't work so he screams and shout.
All Billy wants is for somebody to say that he is loved.
To be offered a letter/card from a dove.
But instead Billy just sits in class and looks at his watch.
He walks weird in a way so he doesn't get laughed at as he botch.
*back to the hook*
Billy is getting older and is now a statistic.
Did he take the good with bad? Let's be realistic.
Everything nowadays is just so flipping secretive.
But who really cares if you are really lucrative?
But little old Billy is still playing his fiddle.
Write down his pain in his songs as he sings his riddle.
We may never understand why he is the way that he is.
Billy doesn't care. He just wants to be treated like with care like everyone else kid.
*back to the hook and repeat it twice*
Billy is just like us.
He screams and fuss.
Billy just want to be heard and to never cuss.
Nobody wants to pay attention so he acts out.
That didn't work so he screams and shout.
All Billy wants is for somebody to say that he is loved.
To be offered a letter/card from a dove.
But instead Billy just sits in class and looks at his watch.
He walks weird in a way so he doesn't get laughed at as he botch.
*back to the hook*
Billy is getting older and is now a statistic.
Did he take the good with bad? Let's be realistic.
Everything nowadays is just so flipping secretive.
But who really cares if you are really lucrative?
But little old Billy is still playing his fiddle.
Write down his pain in his songs as he sings his riddle.
We may never understand why he is the way that he is.
Billy doesn't care. He just wants to be treated like with care like everyone else kid.
*back to the hook and repeat it twice*
Rights and Wrongs
Hook: (repeat it twice)
You fight you and you fight me.
So mad that I can scratch your face off you see.
You stole from me so I steal from you.
That is what our parents taught us. Our philosophy.
It never ends and the rules just bends.
Kindness gets mistaken for a mental illness.
Harsh reality gets treated like a blessing.
Pain is satisfying to most to help earn wings for flying.
Ticks and Spiders sucking the juices of their prey.
Funny how life is just the same way.
I in team is a myth for some.
Cleaning up your mess is for the smart and dumb?
Step/break the things that aren't yours.
Get mad just because we have to do work and chores?
Crashed my car and only one person helps.
We can take that as a blessing or get mad at the ones who are greedy for their wealth.
Hold our tongue and not let the overworked lectures get to us.
Nothing gets done if we try to figure out the simple things and fuss.
Let people express themselves as the world is pretty much dying.
Liars in suits because that is where their smiles come from. Prying.
The economy will never be fixed so let the chaos just reign.
Might as well look at the fire as it can contain the rain.
All of us our guilty and we all should be ashamed.
I hate everything so I want to destroy it on the scene. Blamed.
Make some folks mad and talk about what they loss.
When I leave this Earth, I am taking my balls.
Don't bury me just burn my everything.
Erase my name and find something that I said to shame.
Hold your jock and act like your a saint.
Rights and Wrongs confused. Everyday. Lame.
You fight you and you fight me.
So mad that I can scratch your face off you see.
You stole from me so I steal from you.
That is what our parents taught us. Our philosophy.
It never ends and the rules just bends.
Kindness gets mistaken for a mental illness.
Harsh reality gets treated like a blessing.
Pain is satisfying to most to help earn wings for flying.
Ticks and Spiders sucking the juices of their prey.
Funny how life is just the same way.
I in team is a myth for some.
Cleaning up your mess is for the smart and dumb?
Step/break the things that aren't yours.
Get mad just because we have to do work and chores?
Crashed my car and only one person helps.
We can take that as a blessing or get mad at the ones who are greedy for their wealth.
Hold our tongue and not let the overworked lectures get to us.
Nothing gets done if we try to figure out the simple things and fuss.
Let people express themselves as the world is pretty much dying.
Liars in suits because that is where their smiles come from. Prying.
The economy will never be fixed so let the chaos just reign.
Might as well look at the fire as it can contain the rain.
All of us our guilty and we all should be ashamed.
I hate everything so I want to destroy it on the scene. Blamed.
Make some folks mad and talk about what they loss.
When I leave this Earth, I am taking my balls.
Don't bury me just burn my everything.
Erase my name and find something that I said to shame.
Hold your jock and act like your a saint.
Rights and Wrongs confused. Everyday. Lame.
Communicated
I want to buy something but I never can get it.
It is a set up from these companies just to put us in more debt and to wrecked.
They don't really care about our problems or our pain.
As long as they manipulate and persuade us, they have a lot to gain.
If I spend my money, the remorse grows in.
Find another way to get it and that is a sin.
They say that we are free but everything is limited.
And then my doctors wondered why when I was young, why I was so freaking timid?
It is impossible to know everyone and to help souls that are already dead.
The greed of everything that is not God, grows everyday and is fed.
It is our fault that a lot of the chaos is brewing from the states.
The coronavirus is just a warning of Armageddon coming for our unfortunate sake.
I wanted a diet of nothing but fruit and vegetables.
Peer pressure convinced me to eat this sugar/salt that shouldn't be edible!
Weak minded souls that fall for the dumb founded.
While the strong wills of the many break the system or make it worse. Grounded!
Look at what is communicated and you ALL are probably confused.
I blame my social communication disorder and all the mental abuse.
It is a set up from these companies just to put us in more debt and to wrecked.
They don't really care about our problems or our pain.
As long as they manipulate and persuade us, they have a lot to gain.
If I spend my money, the remorse grows in.
Find another way to get it and that is a sin.
They say that we are free but everything is limited.
And then my doctors wondered why when I was young, why I was so freaking timid?
It is impossible to know everyone and to help souls that are already dead.
The greed of everything that is not God, grows everyday and is fed.
It is our fault that a lot of the chaos is brewing from the states.
The coronavirus is just a warning of Armageddon coming for our unfortunate sake.
I wanted a diet of nothing but fruit and vegetables.
Peer pressure convinced me to eat this sugar/salt that shouldn't be edible!
Weak minded souls that fall for the dumb founded.
While the strong wills of the many break the system or make it worse. Grounded!
Look at what is communicated and you ALL are probably confused.
I blame my social communication disorder and all the mental abuse.
Scared
I was once scared but I didn't care.
Felt this trembling but I'm stumbling.
Words that I speak evoke wrong emotion.
No curse word in sight, I was polite or maybe it was my daily potion?
Taught so many things about people that I don't know what to believe.
Pray to God to eliminate the fear so I can finally see.
Our governments? Never trust them and they never let us be.
My own money? Don't trust it.
That front desk worker? Probably ready to ruin my day and start something a bit.
Customer service is a joke nowadays.
What is the point of asking for help if we get hit with mean words everyday?
Call me paranoid because I really don't care.
All this evil going on as I pray, can you blame me for being scared.
I feel like I am failing when I am succeeding in most areas.
So much stress and I didn't eat. but I still have diarrhea?
All the extra money I spent just to give stuff away.
My apathy and sympathy collide as my struggles grows by day.
With villains ruling over and everyone becoming corrupted/attending rallies and fairs.
Can you really blame me? For being super cautious and scared?
Felt this trembling but I'm stumbling.
Words that I speak evoke wrong emotion.
No curse word in sight, I was polite or maybe it was my daily potion?
Taught so many things about people that I don't know what to believe.
Pray to God to eliminate the fear so I can finally see.
Our governments? Never trust them and they never let us be.
My own money? Don't trust it.
That front desk worker? Probably ready to ruin my day and start something a bit.
Customer service is a joke nowadays.
What is the point of asking for help if we get hit with mean words everyday?
Call me paranoid because I really don't care.
All this evil going on as I pray, can you blame me for being scared.
I feel like I am failing when I am succeeding in most areas.
So much stress and I didn't eat. but I still have diarrhea?
All the extra money I spent just to give stuff away.
My apathy and sympathy collide as my struggles grows by day.
With villains ruling over and everyone becoming corrupted/attending rallies and fairs.
Can you really blame me? For being super cautious and scared?
If you help just 1
Selfish behaviors is what we are taught.
Spirits and demons are the ones that we fought.
Wonder why the world is so sour?
Just look at yourself and what you have done each hour!
Every word from our tongue holds power.
It can make a group cheer or not trust and cower.
We use our past as an excuse to be mean.
Instead of finding ways to fight our anxiety everyday and be lean.
Money has more power over our souls everyday.
First we were taught to be happy, but that doesn't involve being gay.
Constant changes that make sense and then they don't.
Musicians make their music while their lawyers watching our every move so any risky moves, we won't.
Rich people laugh and only donate a little.
But say one thing about it and we are hypocrites and get belittled.
All this stress just makes me want to die.
Tired of the questions so I don't care if I sometimes lie.
All I know is that "if you help just 1" it seems to do a lot.
But who am I kidding? We just do what we are programmed to do...like a bot.
Spirits and demons are the ones that we fought.
Wonder why the world is so sour?
Just look at yourself and what you have done each hour!
Every word from our tongue holds power.
It can make a group cheer or not trust and cower.
We use our past as an excuse to be mean.
Instead of finding ways to fight our anxiety everyday and be lean.
Money has more power over our souls everyday.
First we were taught to be happy, but that doesn't involve being gay.
Constant changes that make sense and then they don't.
Musicians make their music while their lawyers watching our every move so any risky moves, we won't.
Rich people laugh and only donate a little.
But say one thing about it and we are hypocrites and get belittled.
All this stress just makes me want to die.
Tired of the questions so I don't care if I sometimes lie.
All I know is that "if you help just 1" it seems to do a lot.
But who am I kidding? We just do what we are programmed to do...like a bot.
Ohio Weather
First your happy and then your mad.
Insane and bipolar then glad.
Always making me sick with all of your pollution.
Too poor with all these bills/loans to even come up with a solution.
How am I even making it?
I should already be dead and gone.
This sinus infection I suffer with has overstayed it's welcome too long.
I get sick and then it is my fault.
Got to watch everything I eat, buy and learn.
Can't enjoy my life because of the fear of what I don't want to yearn.
It's always something that I have done.
I am have lost but one day I have won.
This state is something that I love from the start.
I just wish that my immune system can stop being such an evil tart.
Let God and science come up with something so I can finally get farther.
I may have more loans than I can bare, but at least I can be safe from this Ohio weather!
Insane and bipolar then glad.
Always making me sick with all of your pollution.
Too poor with all these bills/loans to even come up with a solution.
How am I even making it?
I should already be dead and gone.
This sinus infection I suffer with has overstayed it's welcome too long.
I get sick and then it is my fault.
Got to watch everything I eat, buy and learn.
Can't enjoy my life because of the fear of what I don't want to yearn.
It's always something that I have done.
I am have lost but one day I have won.
This state is something that I love from the start.
I just wish that my immune system can stop being such an evil tart.
Let God and science come up with something so I can finally get farther.
I may have more loans than I can bare, but at least I can be safe from this Ohio weather!
Let the HATE die
You can spend your time contemplating all the times that you failed.
Or you can worry about all the times that you should have been in jail.
Just know that in this life that you have many choices.
Ignore the negative ones of these so called voices.
I can be the one that repeats my past or future.
Or I can choose to be a change that eliminates the circumstances that cause me to puncture.
Life is full of spirit and death.
Every step we take is a test full of breath.
Being watched from every corner.
One mistake can make a person scorn and leave sooner.
I have seen so much and I am the one to blame.
If my abilities are limited and my life remains the same.
People do each other wrong and say the wrong things in time.
But I am so sick and tired of the repetition, so I am going to let the hate die!
Or you can worry about all the times that you should have been in jail.
Just know that in this life that you have many choices.
Ignore the negative ones of these so called voices.
I can be the one that repeats my past or future.
Or I can choose to be a change that eliminates the circumstances that cause me to puncture.
Life is full of spirit and death.
Every step we take is a test full of breath.
Being watched from every corner.
One mistake can make a person scorn and leave sooner.
I have seen so much and I am the one to blame.
If my abilities are limited and my life remains the same.
People do each other wrong and say the wrong things in time.
But I am so sick and tired of the repetition, so I am going to let the hate die!
Thursday, March 5, 2020
Hear me out
Why are you dissing when you should have been listening?
I give them a reward and you mad cause I give you nothing.
You wanna know why and you want to hear the truth dude.
How about listening and cleaning up instead of being rude?
I reward good behavior and never the bad.
Be like the light and not the dark/sad.
When I give you something, don't complain and gripe.
Be thankful and show love to others. Don't be conflicted by the sight.
Rare items is something that comes from the heart.
Monetary items don't last and fall apart.
I am the way I am because the world was mean to me.
I chose to be different and show love/diversity.
You can't stop me because God is my lead.
I was blessed with many people who humble me and planted a seed.
I fight myself because I want to do good and be loud.
If you have questions for me, ask them. Don't assume. Hear me out!
I give them a reward and you mad cause I give you nothing.
You wanna know why and you want to hear the truth dude.
How about listening and cleaning up instead of being rude?
I reward good behavior and never the bad.
Be like the light and not the dark/sad.
When I give you something, don't complain and gripe.
Be thankful and show love to others. Don't be conflicted by the sight.
Rare items is something that comes from the heart.
Monetary items don't last and fall apart.
I am the way I am because the world was mean to me.
I chose to be different and show love/diversity.
You can't stop me because God is my lead.
I was blessed with many people who humble me and planted a seed.
I fight myself because I want to do good and be loud.
If you have questions for me, ask them. Don't assume. Hear me out!
Friday, February 28, 2020
SPCD
Hook:
I'm trying to write it out.
Trying to figure what this is about.
Do you not know what it's like to have S! P! C! D?
Your head is constantly spinning.
You want to scream at walls but nobody is listening.
You will never truly know what it's like to have S! P! C! D?
Colleges and psychologists with a bunch of degrees.
Have them speak in front of millions with being scared of reality.
Help us. Feed us. Provide us with the knowledge.
Don't let me go back to my deep hell where I used to binge.
Lets make some jokes until the animals we poke.
Laughing at the scars as I get hit by a car.
Wake up in the hospital with repetitive sayings.
We feel so alive and dead as we are laying.
*back to the hook*
It's rare and totally unfair.
I wanted to live a smart,healthy life and care.
But all I get, is a pat/stare.
Mental images of myself asking if I am even here?
Looking and searching all around.
My hands and feet are just so bound.
Seeing supernatural things talking to me.
Scared but bold at the same time.
I was once at my great prime.
When I grow old, I hope my life was worth it in time.
*back to the hook*
Hook 2: Page by page. Anger and then the rage. I am just trying to figure it out and not make another mistake. Step after step. Waking up and then I prep. Trying to learn it all without pulling my lungs outs during a rep. Page by page. Step by step. God can only help me through this hellish mess!
*back to the hook*
Multiple versions of yourself. Fighting. Multiple versions of yourself and nobody sees! (x2)
I'm trying to write it out.
Trying to figure what this is about.
Do you not know what it's like to have S! P! C! D?
Your head is constantly spinning.
You want to scream at walls but nobody is listening.
You will never truly know what it's like to have S! P! C! D?
Colleges and psychologists with a bunch of degrees.
Have them speak in front of millions with being scared of reality.
Help us. Feed us. Provide us with the knowledge.
Don't let me go back to my deep hell where I used to binge.
Lets make some jokes until the animals we poke.
Laughing at the scars as I get hit by a car.
Wake up in the hospital with repetitive sayings.
We feel so alive and dead as we are laying.
*back to the hook*
It's rare and totally unfair.
I wanted to live a smart,healthy life and care.
But all I get, is a pat/stare.
Mental images of myself asking if I am even here?
Looking and searching all around.
My hands and feet are just so bound.
Seeing supernatural things talking to me.
Scared but bold at the same time.
I was once at my great prime.
When I grow old, I hope my life was worth it in time.
*back to the hook*
Hook 2: Page by page. Anger and then the rage. I am just trying to figure it out and not make another mistake. Step after step. Waking up and then I prep. Trying to learn it all without pulling my lungs outs during a rep. Page by page. Step by step. God can only help me through this hellish mess!
*back to the hook*
Multiple versions of yourself. Fighting. Multiple versions of yourself and nobody sees! (x2)
Saturday, February 22, 2020
Too busy 2 Talk
Hook: Too much on my mind. Always on a grind. I. Can't. Talk yet. Too much going on. The chaos is part of this song. None of us have learned to fully get along.
Oh man.
I got too much to plan.
Tired of hearing that certain black folks can't make it Dan.
I hope you understand.
It is not about race or a tan.
Statistics always change about what is a woman or a man.
Oh man.
My family is too busy.
That is what they used to say and it is still ain't easy.
Got so much many books that I need to read.
Looking at the time and I forgot to eat.
*back to the hook and repeat it twice*
My mind is always going and going and going.
The lyrics and formulas in my head is just flowing and flowing and flowing.
Always have to be doing.
Body needs pursuing.
I would date but if I mess up, they suing.
Too much on the news and Donald Trump is in his groove.
Smiling at my pain and drinking up my rain.
I wish I could talk but I don't have for folks to judge me.
That is why I picked my field, so I can help them and help me see!
*back to the hook and repeat it twice*
Generation after decade.
Tears and hear comes the heartache.
I became speechless for many days.
Can I please have a moment and write down what I need to say?
Century after months.
I could sure use an energy bump.
It is taking too long to succeed.
That is why when I talk to God, I am always on my knees!
*instrumental*
Oh man.
It's like no matter how far I make it I still feel behind.
Wish! Wham!
That is the sound that my soul makes when I have to fight.
Trying to piece everything in my life like a broken puzzle tonight.
My battle is never over, until it is time for me to full rest and die.
*back to the hook and repeat it twice*
This is why I used to keep my mouth shut. Barricade myself in my own hut.
If I get stuck, I stay in my rut. Plan for success and then my shirt I tuck.
I love to walk for hours and talk to God and share with him my hidden pain. Gotta be careful because you do too much right and somebody will interpret it wrong and look for someone to blame.
Walk and Jesus I only stalk. But yet, I am too busy 2 talk.
Oh man.
I got too much to plan.
Tired of hearing that certain black folks can't make it Dan.
I hope you understand.
It is not about race or a tan.
Statistics always change about what is a woman or a man.
Oh man.
My family is too busy.
That is what they used to say and it is still ain't easy.
Got so much many books that I need to read.
Looking at the time and I forgot to eat.
*back to the hook and repeat it twice*
My mind is always going and going and going.
The lyrics and formulas in my head is just flowing and flowing and flowing.
Always have to be doing.
Body needs pursuing.
I would date but if I mess up, they suing.
Too much on the news and Donald Trump is in his groove.
Smiling at my pain and drinking up my rain.
I wish I could talk but I don't have for folks to judge me.
That is why I picked my field, so I can help them and help me see!
*back to the hook and repeat it twice*
Generation after decade.
Tears and hear comes the heartache.
I became speechless for many days.
Can I please have a moment and write down what I need to say?
Century after months.
I could sure use an energy bump.
It is taking too long to succeed.
That is why when I talk to God, I am always on my knees!
*instrumental*
Oh man.
It's like no matter how far I make it I still feel behind.
Wish! Wham!
That is the sound that my soul makes when I have to fight.
Trying to piece everything in my life like a broken puzzle tonight.
My battle is never over, until it is time for me to full rest and die.
*back to the hook and repeat it twice*
This is why I used to keep my mouth shut. Barricade myself in my own hut.
If I get stuck, I stay in my rut. Plan for success and then my shirt I tuck.
I love to walk for hours and talk to God and share with him my hidden pain. Gotta be careful because you do too much right and somebody will interpret it wrong and look for someone to blame.
Walk and Jesus I only stalk. But yet, I am too busy 2 talk.
Friday, February 21, 2020
When I see you cry
Hook: Every day when I see a little girl cry. I walk up to her and look her in the eye and say "Your beautiful. Just so beautiful." Every night I see a grown adult cry, I say a little prayer and then look up at the sky and say "God is faithful and he is very helpful." When I see somebody cry, It does something to me on the inside. It doesn't the matter circumstance or what they did. If God forgave me then he can surely forgive them. and their bid.
It is my one weakness.
I feel so powerless.
To see a world that is constantly burning and I'm speechless.
We deal with many leeches.
The one that uses us and leads us.
We feel that pain and go to...Jesus.
I know that I am no hero.
Some call me a zero.
But as long as I try.
I can least help somebody that is hurting and cry.
*back to the hook*
How many times do we have to repeat the same old messages?
Are we that slowed down in time, that we can't tell our differences?
Instant after instant. We see our past through many dimensions.
We hide it away but it always creeps back up. (Creeps back up) (x5)
Before we go to bed, let us pray for those that we don't know.
Let our love show.
We don't understand everything.
We can't rely on material things.
*back to the hook*
It is my one weakness.
I feel so powerless.
To see a world that is constantly burning and I'm speechless.
We deal with many leeches.
The one that uses us and leads us.
We feel that pain and go to...Jesus.
I know that I am no hero.
Some call me a zero.
But as long as I try.
I can least help somebody that is hurting and cry.
*back to the hook*
How many times do we have to repeat the same old messages?
Are we that slowed down in time, that we can't tell our differences?
Instant after instant. We see our past through many dimensions.
We hide it away but it always creeps back up. (Creeps back up) (x5)
Before we go to bed, let us pray for those that we don't know.
Let our love show.
We don't understand everything.
We can't rely on material things.
*back to the hook*
Thursday, February 20, 2020
I! AM! SOMETHING!
Stop telling me to SHUT DOWN! *scream it*
*short instrumental*
This little soul of mine.
It will stay unique and shine.
I got something to say.
But you tell me to "shhh" anyway.
Sick and tired of feeling like that I mean nothing because I am not rich.
But my life will mean something once I piece it stitch by stitch.
Hook: I! AM! SOMETHING! AND I! Will be heard! (x2)
Turning and spinning.
The sky is dimming.
I am kept quiet so I am running.
Excuse me teacher?
Pardon me preacher?
Can you slow down! I have questions like a researcher.
But you tell me to "shhh" anyway.
*go back to the last two lines in the first paragraph*
*go back to the hook*
Hook 2: I am not waiting to be anything just so I can finally say something. Read the books so I can cook the formulas that will not make me be suffocating.
*back to the hook*
I! AM! SOMETHING! AND I AM TIRED! OF! NOT! BEING! HEARD! (Hold the last note and scream it for as long as you can)
*short instrumental*
This little soul of mine.
It will stay unique and shine.
I got something to say.
But you tell me to "shhh" anyway.
Sick and tired of feeling like that I mean nothing because I am not rich.
But my life will mean something once I piece it stitch by stitch.
Hook: I! AM! SOMETHING! AND I! Will be heard! (x2)
Turning and spinning.
The sky is dimming.
I am kept quiet so I am running.
Excuse me teacher?
Pardon me preacher?
Can you slow down! I have questions like a researcher.
But you tell me to "shhh" anyway.
*go back to the last two lines in the first paragraph*
*go back to the hook*
Hook 2: I am not waiting to be anything just so I can finally say something. Read the books so I can cook the formulas that will not make me be suffocating.
*back to the hook*
I! AM! SOMETHING! AND I AM TIRED! OF! NOT! BEING! HEARD! (Hold the last note and scream it for as long as you can)
Sunday, February 16, 2020
I don't even know anymore
Everyday I wake up, I walk and talk.
The shadows I see, my soul just mocks.
As I am trying to figure out what I really need to do.
Once good is bad and what is wrong is right.
People ready to rally but forgot to fight.
I just don't know anymore what I should do.
Things change way too much that I am so confused.
First it's corrupted and now it is hidden/all good.
Chopping down and tree for wood to make yourself snore.
I don't even know no more.
The shadows I see, my soul just mocks.
As I am trying to figure out what I really need to do.
Once good is bad and what is wrong is right.
People ready to rally but forgot to fight.
I just don't know anymore what I should do.
Things change way too much that I am so confused.
First it's corrupted and now it is hidden/all good.
Chopping down and tree for wood to make yourself snore.
I don't even know no more.
Friday, February 14, 2020
None is the same
(Hollywood Undead/Shinedown genre feel)
*beatbox beat*
Generation after generation.
We are slowing going through phases or mental medication.
We trying to figure things out everyday.
Even we don't care, we still got something to say.
Our constant moaning and rebelling ain't getting us nowhere.
We can attend all the rallies and the fairs.
Just understand that most people don't care.
Because they were long gone before we shout while they stare.
Nobody really understands why people are the way they are. (x2) (scream it out)
Hook: Because the games, cartoons, movies and music tell a story that only certain generations can comprehend and understand. None is the same. Every time we are learning something will always change or make us mad and deranged. None. None is the same!
Round: None is the same!
This isn't good but the old school is better.
Old teachings lead to new ones during different seasons or weather.
We still got to show love even through featherless feather.
Sacrifice every time just to make things better.
We all get tired and that is understandable.
Many will abandon you but there are some that stay and are still relatable.
And just because the others left, doesn't mean that they love you.
God just put in them in a place in time.
And if you don't believe in Jesus, that is fine.
Know that most religions teach us one thing.
Learn/love all you can and ignore the idols/bling!
*back to the hook* (repeat the hook twice)
You can find a correlation or become a mathematician.
Win all the awards and still lose determination.
Give too much credit and then be disappointed next.
Higher expectations will lead you to be depressed.
Everyone is gonna hurt someone that is fine.
Apologize quickly so you both can heal in time.
What we say to somebody is interpreted in a different way.
Just because one clean/dirty, doesn't mean that y'all can't get along and say "Hey."
Corruption exists because the love is gone.
Greed is there because nobody gets along.
Remember that the politicians all hate each other.
Let's be better than them and stick together!
*back to the hook*
Me: So the next time somebody makes you feel so blue. That you feel so alone that you eat glue. Put that away and just say...
All: None is the same.
Me: And the next time you and bully finally get each other back. And the only thing you do is feel anger and want to attack. Don't repeat what somebody else did, kid and just say...
All: None is the same.
Me: If you make a mistake, better get up. None of us is perfect. Repeat that son. And if somebody tries to feel you like you have no better way. Just say...
All: None is the same.
Me: When you wake up and don't feel like it. Smile and just forget where you was bit. It gets better even through the pain...
All: None is the same!
*round plays as the hook plays two more times and the song fades*
*beatbox beat*
Generation after generation.
We are slowing going through phases or mental medication.
We trying to figure things out everyday.
Even we don't care, we still got something to say.
Our constant moaning and rebelling ain't getting us nowhere.
We can attend all the rallies and the fairs.
Just understand that most people don't care.
Because they were long gone before we shout while they stare.
Nobody really understands why people are the way they are. (x2) (scream it out)
Hook: Because the games, cartoons, movies and music tell a story that only certain generations can comprehend and understand. None is the same. Every time we are learning something will always change or make us mad and deranged. None. None is the same!
Round: None is the same!
This isn't good but the old school is better.
Old teachings lead to new ones during different seasons or weather.
We still got to show love even through featherless feather.
Sacrifice every time just to make things better.
We all get tired and that is understandable.
Many will abandon you but there are some that stay and are still relatable.
And just because the others left, doesn't mean that they love you.
God just put in them in a place in time.
And if you don't believe in Jesus, that is fine.
Know that most religions teach us one thing.
Learn/love all you can and ignore the idols/bling!
*back to the hook* (repeat the hook twice)
You can find a correlation or become a mathematician.
Win all the awards and still lose determination.
Give too much credit and then be disappointed next.
Higher expectations will lead you to be depressed.
Everyone is gonna hurt someone that is fine.
Apologize quickly so you both can heal in time.
What we say to somebody is interpreted in a different way.
Just because one clean/dirty, doesn't mean that y'all can't get along and say "Hey."
Corruption exists because the love is gone.
Greed is there because nobody gets along.
Remember that the politicians all hate each other.
Let's be better than them and stick together!
*back to the hook*
Me: So the next time somebody makes you feel so blue. That you feel so alone that you eat glue. Put that away and just say...
All: None is the same.
Me: And the next time you and bully finally get each other back. And the only thing you do is feel anger and want to attack. Don't repeat what somebody else did, kid and just say...
All: None is the same.
Me: If you make a mistake, better get up. None of us is perfect. Repeat that son. And if somebody tries to feel you like you have no better way. Just say...
All: None is the same.
Me: When you wake up and don't feel like it. Smile and just forget where you was bit. It gets better even through the pain...
All: None is the same!
*round plays as the hook plays two more times and the song fades*
Saturday, February 8, 2020
2 Women and Ladies
Hook: Can y'all not please? I just prayed and I'm already feeling good. I love y'all. But the nagging is great but not today. I hope y'all understood. Don't take this wrong way. I need my space. Don't take this wrong way. Please stay clear of my way.
One is a Border Collie/Jack Russel and the other is a queen.
Some like to bark and other like to clean.
That is ironic because I am like that too!
When things tick me off or I have to sweep..Achoo!
Every early in the morning, I can not sleep.
Because two of them always got to pee.
None of them will ever let me be.
I am a work in progress and not perfect you see.
Is it so wrong that I need some time to myself.
One is my financial account and the other is good for my mental health.
She is always aggravated and get real aggressive.
I always tell "Quiet, shut up!" I am restless.
If you think that I am talking about my Mother.
No I ain't stupid! I'm talking about the other.
And the other one wakes me up 4 times a day.
I try putting cotton in my ears and headphones ok?
I wonder if she thinks I am working hard or not hard enough.
This type of stress wants to get a person drunk.
But kids. Don't ever result to drugs. (Never)
I go to the doctor and I'm sick because of the constant weather. (Better?)
Constant stress in my mental and physical being.
My Chinese and Japanese friends just call me lazy.
This is why I work so hard and I am so hard on myself.
If I need a reminder, I just look at my dying wealth.
So I just take the abuse.
Hey at least I am safe somewhere and not being used.
*back to the hook*
Even if I have a family meeting, nothing is working.
It's another busy morning and I am tossing and turning.
My body is going through changes that is starting to scare me.
Evil spirits come and give me an attitude and say "your screwed see?"
Negative thoughts that lead to negative attitudes.
The positive thoughts leave and there goes my altitude.
I'm trying to keep my peace and then here comes the news.
Somebody dead and one of the legends is dead too!
Give me a break.
I am going to cook some steak.
Dog. Keep barking at me, I'm gonna lose my case.
How many times do I have to tell you again?
Stop playing with me or I will sin!
You ran off for what?
Now your back to me!
I have to give you another bath?
Now Mother is yelling at me.
Nagging me telling me what I should have already done.
Eventhough I am losing, but something tells me that I won.
But how?
Now I have a constant headache.
I get on my knees and just pray.
Here goes another show like TTGO!
Just enough to make me mad and say "Nooooooooooooo!"
Why do I mess with myself?
I am trapped in a mental cage thanks to my low wealth.
At least my dumb butt is not in jail.
Or like some idiot who got pushed in a well.
When I get older, I don't this will be over.
Organizing my life with all these gosh darn folders.
Cleaning just to keep myself sane.
Here is the nagging that I need but it is driving me coco insane!
*back to the hook*
And it gets worse just like a curse.
Bothered 6 times a day like I'm a patient and their a nurse.
One keeps bothering me because she wants to play while the other keeps reminding me what I forgot to do that day.
I hate my mental disabilities.
Because they impair some abilities.
I wish I can do most things on my own.
Like cooking and drawing without having to dial a phone tone.
Money. Money. Money.
Honey. Honey. Honey.
Stupid me I guess am the dumb one just like a bunny.
Dumb people that say the weird things like Siri.
Life sometimes make me want to do a "Hara-Kiri."
Take a deep breath and enjoy the silence.
Wake up another day and on the T.V is violence.
Don't call me an S.J.W!
You always say "Do I know you?"
I guess screw my feelings because I can't feel too!
*back to hook*
I love you Mom and Beauty. Thank God that y'all not snooty. (x4)
END
One is a Border Collie/Jack Russel and the other is a queen.
Some like to bark and other like to clean.
That is ironic because I am like that too!
When things tick me off or I have to sweep..Achoo!
Every early in the morning, I can not sleep.
Because two of them always got to pee.
None of them will ever let me be.
I am a work in progress and not perfect you see.
Is it so wrong that I need some time to myself.
One is my financial account and the other is good for my mental health.
She is always aggravated and get real aggressive.
I always tell "Quiet, shut up!" I am restless.
If you think that I am talking about my Mother.
No I ain't stupid! I'm talking about the other.
And the other one wakes me up 4 times a day.
I try putting cotton in my ears and headphones ok?
I wonder if she thinks I am working hard or not hard enough.
This type of stress wants to get a person drunk.
But kids. Don't ever result to drugs. (Never)
I go to the doctor and I'm sick because of the constant weather. (Better?)
Constant stress in my mental and physical being.
My Chinese and Japanese friends just call me lazy.
This is why I work so hard and I am so hard on myself.
If I need a reminder, I just look at my dying wealth.
So I just take the abuse.
Hey at least I am safe somewhere and not being used.
*back to the hook*
Even if I have a family meeting, nothing is working.
It's another busy morning and I am tossing and turning.
My body is going through changes that is starting to scare me.
Evil spirits come and give me an attitude and say "your screwed see?"
Negative thoughts that lead to negative attitudes.
The positive thoughts leave and there goes my altitude.
I'm trying to keep my peace and then here comes the news.
Somebody dead and one of the legends is dead too!
Give me a break.
I am going to cook some steak.
Dog. Keep barking at me, I'm gonna lose my case.
How many times do I have to tell you again?
Stop playing with me or I will sin!
You ran off for what?
Now your back to me!
I have to give you another bath?
Now Mother is yelling at me.
Nagging me telling me what I should have already done.
Eventhough I am losing, but something tells me that I won.
But how?
Now I have a constant headache.
I get on my knees and just pray.
Here goes another show like TTGO!
Just enough to make me mad and say "Nooooooooooooo!"
Why do I mess with myself?
I am trapped in a mental cage thanks to my low wealth.
At least my dumb butt is not in jail.
Or like some idiot who got pushed in a well.
When I get older, I don't this will be over.
Organizing my life with all these gosh darn folders.
Cleaning just to keep myself sane.
Here is the nagging that I need but it is driving me coco insane!
*back to the hook*
And it gets worse just like a curse.
Bothered 6 times a day like I'm a patient and their a nurse.
One keeps bothering me because she wants to play while the other keeps reminding me what I forgot to do that day.
I hate my mental disabilities.
Because they impair some abilities.
I wish I can do most things on my own.
Like cooking and drawing without having to dial a phone tone.
Money. Money. Money.
Honey. Honey. Honey.
Stupid me I guess am the dumb one just like a bunny.
Dumb people that say the weird things like Siri.
Life sometimes make me want to do a "Hara-Kiri."
Take a deep breath and enjoy the silence.
Wake up another day and on the T.V is violence.
Don't call me an S.J.W!
You always say "Do I know you?"
I guess screw my feelings because I can't feel too!
*back to hook*
I love you Mom and Beauty. Thank God that y'all not snooty. (x4)
END
Friday, February 7, 2020
Gave up? (On loving women)
*instrumental on piano*
Intro:
1, 2 and 3.
That is how many I see.
5, 6, 7, 8.
Nobody can relate?
9 and 10.
Here we go again.
I forgot 4.
That's how many broken hearts I had because of....
*somebody interrupts and reminds me that I am singing in front of kids and teens*
*back to instrumental*
*reads Proverbs 21:19*
*clears throat and the instrumental plays in the background as the lyrics flow*
Back in 2006.
No girl loved me after age 6.
They played with my emotions and it made me twitch.
Developed emotions that always stick.
None of them ever said sorry.
But I have nothing to worry.
Because my pain and my struggle is my testimony you see.
As I travel to the sea.
By myself and my lonely.
I tried so many times.
Screwed up and scrapped up the grime.
They all heard over the vine.
That V here is out of line.
That's what I get for being me.
I should have learned better from Bruce Lee.
Copyright strike me again.
Just because I admired a legend?
Oh the difference between me and him, is when I die.
I'm gonna be a virgin.
You are what you speak just like you are what you seek.
They said a woman would love me.
I told them "Ninja please!?"
Hook: If I told you all the times that I have screwed up. Still trying to get my life together. College degrees that I am pursuing. Still am not rich. Life's an itch. I am not gay but you call me that if you may. Whatever helps you to laugh throughout the day. When I see women I fantasize and say "Sup." But reality is, on them, I gave UP!
My Father did the best he could.
If only he understood.
Too much riding on me.
So I got on my knees.
Religion than showed me.
Loving like that was pure evil.
I told my pet seagull.
That type of love should be illegal.
But I was a kid with taped up heart.
Tired of always trying with women and then hit restart.
See them on the news and the T.V.
But that is not my reality.
I might as well just wait my turn.
Before I see another legend of my feel the burn.
Divorce rates. Fake mingles.
And people wonder why I'm single?
Love is like a contract.
You can not break it or soil the sack.
You missed with me that I am loved back.
Every time that I missed that.
One thing and no going tic for tack.
Here we go with the "You like your Dad."
Then here we go with "Another black person mad."
Here take this and be on your medicine.
Don't forget to focus on your education.
The M word is of the devil and we should be tough like a lancer.
But the secrets I see show me that It's normal and prevents cancer.
We got all different types of species.
From non-fiction and fiction as you see.
Please accept my apologizes.
Or don't it don't bother me.
Many years of mental abuse.
Always feeling so used.
It is always the women messing me up.
I'm surprised none of them destroyed my club!
*back to the hook*
*repeats the intro twice and then the song fades and in the uncensored version, the W word is revealed."
Once I get my life on check, I will finally be free from all debt. Once I finally pay my Mother a billion with an apology letter, I can finally explore the weather. (x2)
Intro:
1, 2 and 3.
That is how many I see.
5, 6, 7, 8.
Nobody can relate?
9 and 10.
Here we go again.
I forgot 4.
That's how many broken hearts I had because of....
*somebody interrupts and reminds me that I am singing in front of kids and teens*
*back to instrumental*
*reads Proverbs 21:19*
*clears throat and the instrumental plays in the background as the lyrics flow*
Back in 2006.
No girl loved me after age 6.
They played with my emotions and it made me twitch.
Developed emotions that always stick.
None of them ever said sorry.
But I have nothing to worry.
Because my pain and my struggle is my testimony you see.
As I travel to the sea.
By myself and my lonely.
I tried so many times.
Screwed up and scrapped up the grime.
They all heard over the vine.
That V here is out of line.
That's what I get for being me.
I should have learned better from Bruce Lee.
Copyright strike me again.
Just because I admired a legend?
Oh the difference between me and him, is when I die.
I'm gonna be a virgin.
You are what you speak just like you are what you seek.
They said a woman would love me.
I told them "Ninja please!?"
Hook: If I told you all the times that I have screwed up. Still trying to get my life together. College degrees that I am pursuing. Still am not rich. Life's an itch. I am not gay but you call me that if you may. Whatever helps you to laugh throughout the day. When I see women I fantasize and say "Sup." But reality is, on them, I gave UP!
My Father did the best he could.
If only he understood.
Too much riding on me.
So I got on my knees.
Religion than showed me.
Loving like that was pure evil.
I told my pet seagull.
That type of love should be illegal.
But I was a kid with taped up heart.
Tired of always trying with women and then hit restart.
See them on the news and the T.V.
But that is not my reality.
I might as well just wait my turn.
Before I see another legend of my feel the burn.
Divorce rates. Fake mingles.
And people wonder why I'm single?
Love is like a contract.
You can not break it or soil the sack.
You missed with me that I am loved back.
Every time that I missed that.
One thing and no going tic for tack.
Here we go with the "You like your Dad."
Then here we go with "Another black person mad."
Here take this and be on your medicine.
Don't forget to focus on your education.
The M word is of the devil and we should be tough like a lancer.
But the secrets I see show me that It's normal and prevents cancer.
We got all different types of species.
From non-fiction and fiction as you see.
Please accept my apologizes.
Or don't it don't bother me.
Many years of mental abuse.
Always feeling so used.
It is always the women messing me up.
I'm surprised none of them destroyed my club!
*back to the hook*
*repeats the intro twice and then the song fades and in the uncensored version, the W word is revealed."
Once I get my life on check, I will finally be free from all debt. Once I finally pay my Mother a billion with an apology letter, I can finally explore the weather. (x2)
Saturday, February 1, 2020
Same old WAY
Hook: That's not art is what they say. I am gonna show how to do it the same old way. You can't dance like that if you want to be a meme. Better do it right or you will cause a scene.
Round: Same! Old! Way!
Skip and turning and I'm a boy. Girls at a young age thinking that I'm a toy. Look that guy he acts so strange. Can't wait to mess with him and let him be deranged. Hold my arm as I draw my cat. People look and laugh/say do the math. So all I see on my TV. Just makes me yawn/go to sleep. *back to the round*
Women got to look a certain way to be pretty. Men got to act like they see every thing. No more change. If you do, here is cane. Right on top of your head to you go insane. *back to the round*
Took all the classes and read the books. Do one thing different and now I am on a hook. Rejected every time I present my ideas. No you can't put that on your tortilla. Follow the structure or become a meme. Be rejected by like all of society. Now you wonder why I broke my TV. Cancelled my cable and said let me be. *back to the round*
The plots in movies are different but end the same. Now it has effected the anime. Big round body parts and no soul. Remember when your parents used to complain about rock n roll. *back to the round*
Do not take this the wrong way. Presentability is the key. But I'm begging the world stop showing me the same old thing. People are quick to burn away bad ideas. Instead of reinventing them just like my friend Dia. *back to the round*
*back to the hook as the round plays*
If you want to win awards you better do it right. No more of your imagination or your songs alright. Learn from the best and do like them. Don't you ever dare try to surpass the look of their tims! *back to the hook as the round plays*
Entertainment bores me nowadays! Because people learn it all but do the SAAAAAAAAAME OLLLLLLLLLLLLD WAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!
Round: Same! Old! Way!
Skip and turning and I'm a boy. Girls at a young age thinking that I'm a toy. Look that guy he acts so strange. Can't wait to mess with him and let him be deranged. Hold my arm as I draw my cat. People look and laugh/say do the math. So all I see on my TV. Just makes me yawn/go to sleep. *back to the round*
Women got to look a certain way to be pretty. Men got to act like they see every thing. No more change. If you do, here is cane. Right on top of your head to you go insane. *back to the round*
Took all the classes and read the books. Do one thing different and now I am on a hook. Rejected every time I present my ideas. No you can't put that on your tortilla. Follow the structure or become a meme. Be rejected by like all of society. Now you wonder why I broke my TV. Cancelled my cable and said let me be. *back to the round*
The plots in movies are different but end the same. Now it has effected the anime. Big round body parts and no soul. Remember when your parents used to complain about rock n roll. *back to the round*
Do not take this the wrong way. Presentability is the key. But I'm begging the world stop showing me the same old thing. People are quick to burn away bad ideas. Instead of reinventing them just like my friend Dia. *back to the round*
*back to the hook as the round plays*
If you want to win awards you better do it right. No more of your imagination or your songs alright. Learn from the best and do like them. Don't you ever dare try to surpass the look of their tims! *back to the hook as the round plays*
Entertainment bores me nowadays! Because people learn it all but do the SAAAAAAAAAME OLLLLLLLLLLLLD WAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!
Friday, January 31, 2020
Yeah Yeah. (I can do it)
(Tone is high to low)
Genre: Rap with blues/minor dubstep
Hook: I can do it. (x3) Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.
Hook 2: I can do it. Yeah. Yeah. I can do it do it. (x3)
I failed my test and my practice S.A.T.
I can either cry about it or get up/let my pencil sing.
Open up a book and get that music popping.
Sounds very generic but I better get hopping.
Skip meals if I have to but that is not safe.
Maybe I should take a deep breath and figure out more things to make.
Hire me a tutor but the expenses are too high.
Expenses so high that I rather be in the sky.
Those with high IQ's like to show off what they are.
Here I am trying to make it and just be a star.
Starting to not care about being too successful.
As long as I got money, then I can learn skills to be helpful.
*back to hook 1 and hook 2*
Broke my arm and now my life is at a hush.
Doctors saying so many things and to stay away from kush.
But I don't even do illegal drugs so I was so confused.
There goes my mind again, taking all the abuse.
People say I am doing great but it is hard for me to accept it.
All the pain that I have swallowed, so I just follow directives.
Freedom is a joke but only to those who don't use it.
There goes my mind again, taking all the fuses!
*back to hook 1 and hook 2*
I tried my best to not be in the textbooks.
Now they just see another person with the same old look.
Past experiences creates the worst of stereotypes.
But before I go, let me say a few things on the mic.
Constantly tell yourself to be like you.
Because once you are gone, others won't know what to do.
Flaws are the part that makes us cry and shiver.
But don't forget young ones, you can do it. Don't quiver.
The rich will say how they feel at the time.
But life goes on, so don't be quiet like a mime.
Your voice matters so please remember that.
Going back to re-do things, really isn't a bad stat.
*back to hook 1/2*
Genre: Rap with blues/minor dubstep
Hook: I can do it. (x3) Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.
Hook 2: I can do it. Yeah. Yeah. I can do it do it. (x3)
I failed my test and my practice S.A.T.
I can either cry about it or get up/let my pencil sing.
Open up a book and get that music popping.
Sounds very generic but I better get hopping.
Skip meals if I have to but that is not safe.
Maybe I should take a deep breath and figure out more things to make.
Hire me a tutor but the expenses are too high.
Expenses so high that I rather be in the sky.
Those with high IQ's like to show off what they are.
Here I am trying to make it and just be a star.
Starting to not care about being too successful.
As long as I got money, then I can learn skills to be helpful.
*back to hook 1 and hook 2*
Broke my arm and now my life is at a hush.
Doctors saying so many things and to stay away from kush.
But I don't even do illegal drugs so I was so confused.
There goes my mind again, taking all the abuse.
People say I am doing great but it is hard for me to accept it.
All the pain that I have swallowed, so I just follow directives.
Freedom is a joke but only to those who don't use it.
There goes my mind again, taking all the fuses!
*back to hook 1 and hook 2*
I tried my best to not be in the textbooks.
Now they just see another person with the same old look.
Past experiences creates the worst of stereotypes.
But before I go, let me say a few things on the mic.
Constantly tell yourself to be like you.
Because once you are gone, others won't know what to do.
Flaws are the part that makes us cry and shiver.
But don't forget young ones, you can do it. Don't quiver.
The rich will say how they feel at the time.
But life goes on, so don't be quiet like a mime.
Your voice matters so please remember that.
Going back to re-do things, really isn't a bad stat.
*back to hook 1/2*
OK?
When I wake up in the morning or evening.
I find some food worth feasting.
Brush my teeth. Comb my hair.
Part of the day I stare. As I walk to random places and see tons of faces.
Most with a story to tell or say.
I look in the mirror. And ask, "If I'm OK?"
Oh yes.
I walk and I have a thousand thoughts untold.
Too afraid to think what I say is controversial or too bold?
The world is cold and it starts to mold.
But where is the heat?
When people talk, I am interested but I hear a beat.
Something that feels off and the tears start to grow.
Words that trigger memories and my body starts to fold and sow.
Every mistake I make is like a stitch that I can not replace.
Once it is there, I can't surgically remove. So with this. I must bare.
When I wake up from a nap in the morning or evening.
I find some food worth feasting.
Brush my teeth. Read a book and try not to be addicted like Mountain Hook.
Part of the day I stare. As I walk around and study tons of faces.
Most with a story to hide or say.
I look in the mirror. And ask, "If I'm OK?"
I find some food worth feasting.
Brush my teeth. Comb my hair.
Part of the day I stare. As I walk to random places and see tons of faces.
Most with a story to tell or say.
I look in the mirror. And ask, "If I'm OK?"
Oh yes.
I walk and I have a thousand thoughts untold.
Too afraid to think what I say is controversial or too bold?
The world is cold and it starts to mold.
But where is the heat?
When people talk, I am interested but I hear a beat.
Something that feels off and the tears start to grow.
Words that trigger memories and my body starts to fold and sow.
Every mistake I make is like a stitch that I can not replace.
Once it is there, I can't surgically remove. So with this. I must bare.
When I wake up from a nap in the morning or evening.
I find some food worth feasting.
Brush my teeth. Read a book and try not to be addicted like Mountain Hook.
Part of the day I stare. As I walk around and study tons of faces.
Most with a story to hide or say.
I look in the mirror. And ask, "If I'm OK?"
Friday, January 24, 2020
"Fine." (Dedicated to Deanna)
There will be many times.
That you feel like you are something else.
And through time.
You will think that you are traveling in a mine.
Life will keep spinning.
Circumstances will make you say what are you doing?
But through time.
You will find out.
You are fine.
Since I heard your name.
I felt your blame.
Brought me back through a place.
Where I had to change my face.
As a kid I wanted change.
I am older and I feel the same.
I promise that we will help you too.
But know that there is nothing wrong with you.
Know in time.
That you can't change everything about you.
Deanna always remember.
These are the words, that Victor told you.
I tried many times.
To change myself everyday.
Deanna just know....the way you are is fine.
As life gets older.
You will still have many shoulders.
That you can lean on.
We will help you just hold on mon.
There are some things about you, you can't change.
I tried with myself and almost went astray.
Just know in time.
That being Deanna, is fine.
Everyone has a flaw.
You will learn it all.
Don't be ashamed.
You have a future to gain.
Just know in time.
There is noting wrong with you.
Deanna just know...that the way you are is fine.
Your mind will race.
You will feel like that there is too much space.
I know that feeling too.
Once you control it, you will be amazing through and through.
So know in time.
You can try to change yourself but you can't change everything.
So please just sing.
Deanna. The way I am is fine.
Deanna...the way you are is fine!
That you feel like you are something else.
And through time.
You will think that you are traveling in a mine.
Life will keep spinning.
Circumstances will make you say what are you doing?
But through time.
You will find out.
You are fine.
Since I heard your name.
I felt your blame.
Brought me back through a place.
Where I had to change my face.
As a kid I wanted change.
I am older and I feel the same.
I promise that we will help you too.
But know that there is nothing wrong with you.
Know in time.
That you can't change everything about you.
Deanna always remember.
These are the words, that Victor told you.
I tried many times.
To change myself everyday.
Deanna just know....the way you are is fine.
As life gets older.
You will still have many shoulders.
That you can lean on.
We will help you just hold on mon.
There are some things about you, you can't change.
I tried with myself and almost went astray.
Just know in time.
That being Deanna, is fine.
Everyone has a flaw.
You will learn it all.
Don't be ashamed.
You have a future to gain.
Just know in time.
There is noting wrong with you.
Deanna just know...that the way you are is fine.
Your mind will race.
You will feel like that there is too much space.
I know that feeling too.
Once you control it, you will be amazing through and through.
So know in time.
You can try to change yourself but you can't change everything.
So please just sing.
Deanna. The way I am is fine.
Deanna...the way you are is fine!
Wednesday, January 22, 2020
Dia, Aia and Bia!
I have been where you been
Felt lost from within
Feels like that we are not so different.
Maybe that is why none of us are content.
All of us have some malfunction.
But we still have to put on our own production.
No need for feeling blue.
Or try to eat some glue.
Because I felt what you felt.
I know what it feels to melt.
The constant confusion.
Mind racing and another fusion.
You just want an answer to it all daily.
Hook: Get it out of your head. And say that you will be alright instead. Show your wonderful face. You are not a disgrace. Come on out Dia, Aia and Bia! Beautiful and not a diva. Dia! Aia! And Bia! The world will acknowledge you and we will celebrate at a pizzeria!
Outcasts are not the worst.
We have knowledge and we thirst.
None of us are perfect at birth.
We all have something worth.
If I tell you my story can you tell me yours?
I promise. I won't mind and I will adore.
It is all part of the plan.
We will flourish and your names will span!
*Back to the hook*
Dia! Bia! Aia! (x5)
One day we will celebrate our success and meet at a fancy pizzeria!
*guitar solo and then the song fades*
(Dedicated to Deanna, Anna and Breajah)
Felt lost from within
Feels like that we are not so different.
Maybe that is why none of us are content.
All of us have some malfunction.
But we still have to put on our own production.
No need for feeling blue.
Or try to eat some glue.
Because I felt what you felt.
I know what it feels to melt.
The constant confusion.
Mind racing and another fusion.
You just want an answer to it all daily.
Hook: Get it out of your head. And say that you will be alright instead. Show your wonderful face. You are not a disgrace. Come on out Dia, Aia and Bia! Beautiful and not a diva. Dia! Aia! And Bia! The world will acknowledge you and we will celebrate at a pizzeria!
Outcasts are not the worst.
We have knowledge and we thirst.
None of us are perfect at birth.
We all have something worth.
If I tell you my story can you tell me yours?
I promise. I won't mind and I will adore.
It is all part of the plan.
We will flourish and your names will span!
*Back to the hook*
Dia! Bia! Aia! (x5)
One day we will celebrate our success and meet at a fancy pizzeria!
*guitar solo and then the song fades*
(Dedicated to Deanna, Anna and Breajah)
Smile II (Ft. Vector the Alicorn)
*I DO NOT OWN THE SONG. THIS IS JUST MY OWN FANMADE VERSION OF THE SONG. ALL COPYRIGHTS BELONG TO THE CREATORS OF MY LITTLE PONY FRIENDSHIP IS MAGIC*
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*bass guitar and violin solo for 10 seconds*
Pinky: My name is Pinky Pie.
Vector: My name is Vector too!
Pinky: I am here to make you smile!
Vector: And that is what we will do!
Pinky: Some days can be happy.
Vector: Some days can be filled with gloom.
Pinky: But if you just smile.
Vector: You will confuse everyone in the room!
Pinky and Vector: Now come on now and smile smile smile smile! For us! It doesn't matter if you are on a city train or bus. Don't you worry about what other people say. You gotta do what makes you happy!
Vector:I am an alicorn.
Pinky: I wish that I have wings.
Vector: Don't you worry Pinky! Climb on! Now let's sing!
Pinky: You may be unofficial.
Vector: And we may never meet!
Pinky: But if you just smile.
Vector: My day will be complete.
*back to the duet*
*custom bass guitar solo for several seconds*
Vector: You all may think that you are too old.
Pinky: But you are never too old to...
Vector: You may think that your alone.
Pinky: But you are never alone.
Vector: Get those nasty thoughts out of your head.
Pinky: Wake up out of that bed.
Vector and Pinky: Do some extra things for strangers instead!
Pinky: You may fail once or twice.
Vector: I know that I have too!
Pinky: Smile through it all now.
Vector: And confuse everyone in the room.
Pinky: Write down all your feelings.
Vector: Then say that it is done!
Pinky: And never forget now....
Vector and Pinky: That you are the only number one!
*back to the duet*
Pinky: Come on everybody smile smile smile.
Vector: I know that the news is grim for awhile.
Pinky: Just think of something and smile smile smile.
Vector: Every pony friend of mine!
Vector: Furries and bronies....
Pinky: Smile smile smile.
Vector: You have rights so read them read them.
Pinky: Come on everybody smile smile smile.
Vector: Know that you are a special gem!
Pinky: All I need from you. Is to talk and let it out! Scream and shout! (sung slowly and is part of the round)
Vector: Life will be dim but you got to change it. It will get better. Don't always accept it. (x2)
Pinky and Vector: All you have to do is smile. Smile. Smile. Smile. Wide! Come on and smile! All genders just smile! Let's make each day worth awhile. Think of the good times. Never the bad. Your days won't be perfect. Don't be mad! So just smile. So just smile! Confuse your haters! And just smile! Just smile! Smile! Smile! Smile! SMILLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLE!
*Pinky and Vector give each other a kiss in an alternative universe*
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*bass guitar and violin solo for 10 seconds*
Pinky: My name is Pinky Pie.
Vector: My name is Vector too!
Pinky: I am here to make you smile!
Vector: And that is what we will do!
Pinky: Some days can be happy.
Vector: Some days can be filled with gloom.
Pinky: But if you just smile.
Vector: You will confuse everyone in the room!
Pinky and Vector: Now come on now and smile smile smile smile! For us! It doesn't matter if you are on a city train or bus. Don't you worry about what other people say. You gotta do what makes you happy!
Vector:I am an alicorn.
Pinky: I wish that I have wings.
Vector: Don't you worry Pinky! Climb on! Now let's sing!
Pinky: You may be unofficial.
Vector: And we may never meet!
Pinky: But if you just smile.
Vector: My day will be complete.
*back to the duet*
*custom bass guitar solo for several seconds*
Vector: You all may think that you are too old.
Pinky: But you are never too old to...
Vector: You may think that your alone.
Pinky: But you are never alone.
Vector: Get those nasty thoughts out of your head.
Pinky: Wake up out of that bed.
Vector and Pinky: Do some extra things for strangers instead!
Pinky: You may fail once or twice.
Vector: I know that I have too!
Pinky: Smile through it all now.
Vector: And confuse everyone in the room.
Pinky: Write down all your feelings.
Vector: Then say that it is done!
Pinky: And never forget now....
Vector and Pinky: That you are the only number one!
*back to the duet*
Pinky: Come on everybody smile smile smile.
Vector: I know that the news is grim for awhile.
Pinky: Just think of something and smile smile smile.
Vector: Every pony friend of mine!
Vector: Furries and bronies....
Pinky: Smile smile smile.
Vector: You have rights so read them read them.
Pinky: Come on everybody smile smile smile.
Vector: Know that you are a special gem!
Pinky: All I need from you. Is to talk and let it out! Scream and shout! (sung slowly and is part of the round)
Vector: Life will be dim but you got to change it. It will get better. Don't always accept it. (x2)
Pinky and Vector: All you have to do is smile. Smile. Smile. Smile. Wide! Come on and smile! All genders just smile! Let's make each day worth awhile. Think of the good times. Never the bad. Your days won't be perfect. Don't be mad! So just smile. So just smile! Confuse your haters! And just smile! Just smile! Smile! Smile! Smile! SMILLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLE!
*Pinky and Vector give each other a kiss in an alternative universe*
Tuesday, January 21, 2020
H.P (Human Programming)
Intro:
VME.exe.
Launch the program than an error pops up to me.
Something is always wrong with my link.
Did a virus just hit me?
Reboot. Restart. Retry.
Another error pops up.
Why do I try?
Is there something up with me?
What is up with my human programming?
Hook: I update my circuits everyday and every night. But an error pops up from the distance of my mind. Study and research and no cure for me in time. What am I doing wrong? I see errors even in this song?
Relaunch the program and gather my notes.
Here comes my family all down my throat.
What is taking so long that they always ask?
Are you slow or brain damaged?
Should I sell my body to science?
Let them fix all of my kinks.
But in exchange of hearing all of the clinks!
Will I lose my humanity that sinks!?
Lets download the firmware and gather more notes.
It is just not enough.
Battle damaged like a screwed pup!
Let's get repaired and all fixed up!
Destroyed and repaired again!
Better make improvements or it is to the trash can!
*back to the hook*
Hook 2: This update is taking too long! There are no shortcuts. Don't unplug me! Just hear me out in this song! I know it is so long! (x2)
Constant learning and more updates. How is it that I still have a brain? A brain that is still full in tact and not feeling like that it is under attack? (x2)
*back to the hook and then to the intro*
VME.exe.
Launch the program than an error pops up to me.
Something is always wrong with my link.
Did a virus just hit me?
Reboot. Restart. Retry.
Another error pops up.
Why do I try?
Is there something up with me?
What is up with my human programming?
Hook: I update my circuits everyday and every night. But an error pops up from the distance of my mind. Study and research and no cure for me in time. What am I doing wrong? I see errors even in this song?
Relaunch the program and gather my notes.
Here comes my family all down my throat.
What is taking so long that they always ask?
Are you slow or brain damaged?
Should I sell my body to science?
Let them fix all of my kinks.
But in exchange of hearing all of the clinks!
Will I lose my humanity that sinks!?
Lets download the firmware and gather more notes.
It is just not enough.
Battle damaged like a screwed pup!
Let's get repaired and all fixed up!
Destroyed and repaired again!
Better make improvements or it is to the trash can!
*back to the hook*
Hook 2: This update is taking too long! There are no shortcuts. Don't unplug me! Just hear me out in this song! I know it is so long! (x2)
Constant learning and more updates. How is it that I still have a brain? A brain that is still full in tact and not feeling like that it is under attack? (x2)
*back to the hook and then to the intro*
Monday, January 20, 2020
The Weakest...
Intro: Tiziano! This is for for you!
Hook: What is once weak will become strong. They will remain silent and then sing along. It doesn't even matter if your race is like a long tongue. Because the strongest force of all, is the weak one.
We came from dirt and people say skirt.
I don't even know what that means but "word."
I follow the commandments of God.
Kids nowadays play COD.
Oh my goodness what is happening?
The more I learn, the more I feel uplifting.
My heart beat is already rising.
Drop the beat down and let's get to rhyming.
Remembering when we were all babies.
Just so fragile and weak.
Went through the abuse and pain.
Almost felt so obsolete.
But once we kept pushing and turning.
The light is what we seek.
Who knew that physics would teach me.
The strongest force was once weak.
*back to the hook*
Careful who you make fun of.
Better say "God I repent uh."
Jokes are the new reality.
We don't need no more fatality.
Pick up a book and lets do this.
Blast the music and don't abuse it.
Other countries call me lame.
But my peace I will forever keep tame.
I am starting to love the rain.
Not to long because I will be sick and have to gain.
Should have listened for shame.
But my peace I must keep tame.
So remember this in the mist.
If you are losing and people say tsk.
Try and try and try.
Don't go bye. Bye. Bye.
*back to the hook*
Hook: What is once weak will become strong. They will remain silent and then sing along. It doesn't even matter if your race is like a long tongue. Because the strongest force of all, is the weak one.
We came from dirt and people say skirt.
I don't even know what that means but "word."
I follow the commandments of God.
Kids nowadays play COD.
Oh my goodness what is happening?
The more I learn, the more I feel uplifting.
My heart beat is already rising.
Drop the beat down and let's get to rhyming.
Remembering when we were all babies.
Just so fragile and weak.
Went through the abuse and pain.
Almost felt so obsolete.
But once we kept pushing and turning.
The light is what we seek.
Who knew that physics would teach me.
The strongest force was once weak.
*back to the hook*
Careful who you make fun of.
Better say "God I repent uh."
Jokes are the new reality.
We don't need no more fatality.
Pick up a book and lets do this.
Blast the music and don't abuse it.
Other countries call me lame.
But my peace I will forever keep tame.
I am starting to love the rain.
Not to long because I will be sick and have to gain.
Should have listened for shame.
But my peace I must keep tame.
So remember this in the mist.
If you are losing and people say tsk.
Try and try and try.
Don't go bye. Bye. Bye.
*back to the hook*
Saturday, January 18, 2020
Generation L
I'm so lost and I already feel left.
Help me. I'm so smart but I feel dead.
I need assistance but I love my resistance.
Rebellion. My yelling. Is the way that I am talking.
My soul that. I'm selling. Is the only way that I'm jelling.
Give me memes. Make me laugh. I just need some type of reason.
Raised myself. Need no one else. This is my Generation L!
Was never asked to be here and I am already born/torn.
My family always fighting. What are we waiting for?
The air is so polluted and the music makes no sense.
Role models are finally dying? I will be my own instead.
Help me. I'm so scared but I don't care.
I need assistance but I love keeping my distance.
Typing out my pain and struggle as people laugh.
Lock and loaded. I wonder what else I can get away with!
Give me memes. Make me laugh. I just need some type of reasons.
Show me all of your logic. Or I will perform treason.
Raised myself. Been through a fire cell. I need nobody else.
Getting older and hating it well. This is my Generation L!
Hook: I like getting scammed. Customer service is not who I am. Mannerisms are a waste of time and do not pay my bills man. Bla bla bla I hear you. But you do not hear me. I don't need to listen. I get it already.
Divorce rates are rising. The chaos is my normal.
I choose my own gender. This is my only moral.
Religion is a curse. That is my best verse.
Do you know who I am? I stop caring before man.
You think that I deserve love? You think there is something up above?
Love scenes only fill me with disgust. Hollywood's lies are filled with musk!
Hook 2: I'm so lost and I already feel left.
Help me. I'm so smart but I feel dead. (x2)
Raised myself. Need no one else. (x4)
Give me memes! Make me laugh. I just need some type of reason.
Show me all your data! Or I will perform treason.
Don't talk to me about morals. When folks back then were so immoral!
None of us are saints. Keeping secrets everyday!
Getting older and hating it well! (x2)
THIS IS GENERATION L!
Round: I am so lost. (x5)
I'm so lost and I already feel left.
Help me. I'm so smart but I feel dead.
I need assistance but I love my resistance. *in a soft voice*
Friday, January 17, 2020
Fight Meme
Background music: Do de dur. Do de do de dur dur. (x3)
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2008 was a terrible time.
Looking back now it is filled with slime.
Business practices that overtook what we love.
Fanboyism and nostalgia was once our only blood.
Revelations turned to revolutions.
Tournaments turned to sell out events.
Charities or not.
These products barely sold a lot.
Smash Bros. came in and dominated at the top.
Broken glitches.
Accessibility.
Tutorials to less possibility.
Lacking modes to having no voice.
DLC is sadly our own only choice.
Video games. What has happened?
Video games. My once satisfaction.
No longer tamed. Mainstream ruined it.
So much fame. Lost what made the real profit.
Fighting memes!
Let's go make some more.
Entertaining!
Make some parodies that we adore.
Fighting games are memes!
So many possibilities.
No more taking it seriously.
And the community......is far from gone.
Far from gone. (x3) (Repeat those two lines twice)
Story telling is nonexistent.
Lied to with theories and a mint!
Conspiracies led to our despise.
But not listening led to our demise.
Easy controls and no balance.
It's all about money and no nonsense.
Microtransactions and seasonal passes.
Pay for college to take these classes.
*these lines repeat*
Video games. What has happened?
Video games. My once satisfaction.
No longer tamed. Mainstream ruined it.
So much fame. Lost what made the real profit.
Fighting memes!
Let's go make some more.
Entertaining!
Make some parodies that we adore.
Fighting games are memes!
So many possibilities.
No more taking it seriously.
And the community......is far from gone.
Far from gone. (x3) (Repeat those two lines twice)
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2008 was a terrible time.
Looking back now it is filled with slime.
Business practices that overtook what we love.
Fanboyism and nostalgia was once our only blood.
Revelations turned to revolutions.
Tournaments turned to sell out events.
Charities or not.
These products barely sold a lot.
Smash Bros. came in and dominated at the top.
Broken glitches.
Accessibility.
Tutorials to less possibility.
Lacking modes to having no voice.
DLC is sadly our own only choice.
Video games. What has happened?
Video games. My once satisfaction.
No longer tamed. Mainstream ruined it.
So much fame. Lost what made the real profit.
Fighting memes!
Let's go make some more.
Entertaining!
Make some parodies that we adore.
Fighting games are memes!
So many possibilities.
No more taking it seriously.
And the community......is far from gone.
Far from gone. (x3) (Repeat those two lines twice)
Story telling is nonexistent.
Lied to with theories and a mint!
Conspiracies led to our despise.
But not listening led to our demise.
Easy controls and no balance.
It's all about money and no nonsense.
Microtransactions and seasonal passes.
Pay for college to take these classes.
*these lines repeat*
Video games. What has happened?
Video games. My once satisfaction.
No longer tamed. Mainstream ruined it.
So much fame. Lost what made the real profit.
Fighting memes!
Let's go make some more.
Entertaining!
Make some parodies that we adore.
Fighting games are memes!
So many possibilities.
No more taking it seriously.
And the community......is far from gone.
Far from gone. (x3) (Repeat those two lines twice)
Thursday, January 16, 2020
Too much
Too many memories and so much to read.
Do these people know that I still bleed?
I may be black but I still got some things on my back.
Never ever try to attack.
I am always looking up at the sky.
Never below when I walk the night.
Nothing can't bring it onward.
Moving forward.
Too much memories.
Too many things to remember.
Short term memory loss is so bitter.
So many notes and so long to post.
Can I just burn it away and not be a host? (x2)
Starting all over and meeting new people.
Here we go again with the same old fiddle.
I always wish I can know it all.
But instead I always fall.
Why must my head be filled with mistakes?
Take my hand and try to make.
Everything that is happening.
Fixing it is suspending.
My own disbelief.
Do I even have my teeth?
Too many things to learn and remember!
Too much memories.
Too many things to remember.
Long term memory loss is oh so bitter.
So many posts and I read so many notes.
Can I just burn it away and not be a host!? (x2)
Do these people know that I still bleed?
I may be black but I still got some things on my back.
Never ever try to attack.
I am always looking up at the sky.
Never below when I walk the night.
Nothing can't bring it onward.
Moving forward.
Too much memories.
Too many things to remember.
Short term memory loss is so bitter.
So many notes and so long to post.
Can I just burn it away and not be a host? (x2)
Starting all over and meeting new people.
Here we go again with the same old fiddle.
I always wish I can know it all.
But instead I always fall.
Why must my head be filled with mistakes?
Take my hand and try to make.
Everything that is happening.
Fixing it is suspending.
My own disbelief.
Do I even have my teeth?
Too many things to learn and remember!
Too much memories.
Too many things to remember.
Long term memory loss is oh so bitter.
So many posts and I read so many notes.
Can I just burn it away and not be a host!? (x2)
Tuesday, January 14, 2020
Copyright woes (country genre)
Singing from many hearts.
Careful where it starts.
One wrong lyric and you might just get it.
Accusations.
Precautions.
Always take these before you go to your destination.
COPYRIGHT! WOES! (x3)
Leads you with nowhere to go.
Drawing feeds the soul.
But I drew in a similar way.
I got a letter.
A threat for a day.
Now I am sitting there redrawing and rewriting.
Praying to the heavens that nothing else happens.
COPYRIGHT WOES! (x3)
Leads you with nowhere to go! (x2)
But my will keeps on going to and fro!
I will never give up my dreams and hope!
So come at me with those copyright woes!
Because I will find some place to go!
Careful where it starts.
One wrong lyric and you might just get it.
Accusations.
Precautions.
Always take these before you go to your destination.
COPYRIGHT! WOES! (x3)
Leads you with nowhere to go.
Drawing feeds the soul.
But I drew in a similar way.
I got a letter.
A threat for a day.
Now I am sitting there redrawing and rewriting.
Praying to the heavens that nothing else happens.
COPYRIGHT WOES! (x3)
Leads you with nowhere to go! (x2)
But my will keeps on going to and fro!
I will never give up my dreams and hope!
So come at me with those copyright woes!
Because I will find some place to go!
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