SPCD

Hook:
I'm trying to write it out.
Trying to figure what this is about.
Do you not know what it's like to have S! P! C! D?
Your head is constantly spinning.
You want to scream at walls but nobody is listening.
You will never truly know what it's like to have S! P! C! D?

Colleges and psychologists with a bunch of degrees.
Have them speak in front of millions with being scared of reality.
Help us. Feed us. Provide us with the knowledge.
Don't let me go back to my deep hell where I used to binge.
Lets make some jokes until the animals we poke.
Laughing at the scars as I get hit by a car.
Wake up in the hospital with repetitive sayings.
We feel so alive and dead as we are laying.

*back to the hook*

It's rare and totally unfair.
I wanted to live a smart,healthy life and care.
But all I get, is a pat/stare.
Mental images of myself asking if I am even here?
Looking and searching all around.
My hands and feet are just so bound.
Seeing supernatural things talking to me.
Scared but bold at the same time.
I was once at my great prime.
When I grow old, I hope my life was worth it in time.

*back to the hook*

Hook 2: Page by page. Anger and then the rage. I am just trying to figure it out and not make another mistake. Step after step. Waking up and then I prep. Trying to learn it all without pulling my lungs outs during a rep. Page by page. Step by step. God can only help me through this hellish mess!

*back to the hook*

Multiple versions of yourself. Fighting. Multiple versions of yourself and nobody sees! (x2)