Hear me out

Why are you dissing when you should have been listening?
I give them a reward and you mad cause I give you nothing.
You wanna know why and you want to hear the truth dude.
How about listening and cleaning up instead of being rude?
I reward good behavior and never the bad.
Be like the light and not the dark/sad.
When I give you something, don't complain and gripe.
Be thankful and show love to others. Don't be conflicted by the sight.
Rare items is something that comes from the heart.
Monetary items don't last and fall apart.
I am the way I am because the world was mean to me.
I chose to be different and show love/diversity.
You can't stop me because God is my lead.
I was blessed with many people who humble me and planted a seed.
I fight myself because I want to do good and be loud.
If you have questions for me, ask them. Don't assume. Hear me out!