Gave up? (On loving women)

*instrumental on piano*

Intro:
1, 2 and 3.
That is how many I see.
5, 6, 7, 8.
Nobody can relate?
9 and 10.
Here we go again.
I forgot 4.
That's how many broken hearts I had because of....
*somebody interrupts and reminds me that I am singing in front of kids and teens*

*back to instrumental*

*reads Proverbs 21:19*

*clears throat and the instrumental plays in the background as the lyrics flow*

Back in 2006.
No girl loved me after age 6.
They played with my emotions and it made me twitch.
Developed emotions that always stick.
None of them ever said sorry.
But I have nothing to worry.
Because my pain and my struggle is my testimony you see.
As I travel to the sea.
By myself and my lonely.
I tried so many times.
Screwed up and scrapped up the grime.
They all heard over the vine.
That V here is out of line.
That's what I get for being me.
I should have learned better from Bruce Lee.
Copyright strike me again.
Just because I admired a legend?
Oh the difference between me and him, is when I die.
I'm gonna be a virgin.
You are what you speak just like you are what you seek.
They said a woman would love me.
I told them "Ninja please!?"

Hook: If I told you all the times that I have screwed up. Still trying to get my life together. College degrees that I am pursuing. Still am not rich. Life's an itch. I am not gay but you call me that if you may. Whatever helps you to laugh throughout the day. When I see women I fantasize and say "Sup." But reality is, on them, I gave UP!

My Father did the best he could.
If only he understood.
Too much riding on me.
So I got on my knees.
Religion than showed me.
Loving like that was pure evil.
I told my pet seagull.
That type of love should be illegal.
But I was a kid with taped up heart.
Tired of always trying with women and then hit restart.
See them on the news and the T.V.
But that is not my reality.
I might as well just wait my turn.
Before I see another legend of my feel the burn.
Divorce rates. Fake mingles.
And people wonder why I'm single?
Love is like a contract.
You can not break it or soil the sack.
You missed with me that I am loved back.
Every time that I missed that.
One thing and no going tic for tack.
Here we go with the "You like your Dad."
Then here we go with "Another black person mad."
Here take this and be on your medicine.
Don't forget to focus on your education.
The M word is of the devil and we should be tough like a lancer.
But the secrets I see show me that It's normal and prevents cancer.
We got all different types of species.
From non-fiction and fiction as you see.
Please accept my apologizes.
Or don't it don't bother me.
Many years of mental abuse.
Always feeling so used.
It is always the women messing me up.
I'm surprised none of them destroyed my club!
*back to the hook*

*repeats the intro twice and then the song fades and in the uncensored version, the W word is revealed."

Once I get my life on check, I will finally be free from all debt. Once I finally pay my Mother a billion with an apology letter, I can finally explore the weather. (x2)